To express is to truly live

Absence of light is darkness,
Absence of darkness is light,
Remove all absence
and revel in presence.

I'm too old to have dreams.
I fall asleep so easily now,
no  interruptions
no thoughts
no more.

My death is a private matter.
- but it's not -
So much pain.
So tired.
I can't stop now.

Disjointed words
Broken thoughts

I am sorry.

You need no skies to shine
For I am skies
Enough.
You need no light.
Earth gazes upon you bright
Smiles.
How bright they are
The sun rays are
Diminished.
Hence
These cloudy skies,
For the  sun in anguish
Has gone to hide.
Her bossom
Is emptied
Of her pride.

He watches
Relentlessly,
Incessantly,
As through my mouth
Substance flows out.
Making way through my ears
And nose too.

'Oh my what shall I do to help?'
He calls out,
Scurrying to my aid.
"Do nothing'I plead
Just watch me bleed.
Let me bleed
These words and emotions away"