so last night,
i went on a date,
this man made me dinner,
a bubble bath was waiting for me,
candles were lit,
wine was  in my hand the moment I arrived,
in essence the perfect date.
this man,
tried his utmost best to make me feel...
comfortable.
it was in fact, by far...
one of the best dates i've been on.
but even months after your
D E A T H
YOU were the one on my mind,
floating through it like a helium filled balloon'
filling it up, expanding uncontrollably,
crowding my brain with thoughts of
how happy we once were.
this had me wondering
what if i can never
fall for someone else,
someone else... that isn't you?
what if i can never be in love again
because they won't be you?

People keep getting tired of me
then they leave
what they don't know
is that i am tired too
but i always choose to stay

like nature,
i will flow,
i will observe,
i will take from myself
and
give abundantly back to myself.
i will change but not alter.
i will rain when things get heavy.
i will  shine bright when i need to.
like the seasons,
i will go through changes from time to time
i will die over and over,
and
re grow stronger than before
i am silent magnificence
like nature
i will nurture,
i will care,
i will provide,
and i will create
like nature,
i will simply be
....

Our eyes
made love to each other
before our bodies
even dared to touch

happy
                                                                  
           ..                      sad
     angry                   ..

..
               ..                                  euphoric

anxious                 ..                happy again.

     my emotions doing parkour

Your love
touched me once
and left a mark on me
forever

Laws of the universe teaches that
like attracts like
so this is why
everytime i attract someone
they're just as broken as i am
Damaged people attract damaged people
we try and fix each other
using pieces of ourselves
and in the end
when it all goes bad
both of us are left
I N C _ M P L _ T E