I'm ****** up,
Hated,
On Pro B,
Faded,
My life,
Dated.

He stopped thinking about her
The girl who broke his heart
Thinking it was love but lust
She claimed to love him
Now with someone else
He moved on couldn't wait anymore
He thought she'd come back
His heart said there is no going back
He fear rejection denied his feelings
Always assumed the worse

Got in a fight with my dad on Saturday,
He yelled and said "I don't love you anymore!"
"Never did, Never will!"
I snapped,
The day was just great,
Up until he started to diss me and my biological mother,
He knows not to do that,
But he did it anyways,
So I told him to *******,
That ya'll aren't my family,
And I walked off our property,
I walked 8 miles and I was in town,
When to a friends,
And smoked joints, and bowls,
Cant tell ya how many because it went to my brain,
Can't they see I'm struggling?
And that when they tell me I'm worthless,
Or that my mother was a ****?
**** she had a loving husband!
She loved my sister and I!
She didn't want to give us up,
So when people tell me that I'm lucky,
Ha their ******* funny,
Lucky for what!!??

The vision of how a modern day poet is viewed
I can imagine you all bringing your pen out the view.

Don't be discouraged by the content of my messages don't be misinformed
Little bit of expression on my end I already sound like am misinformed.

Don't forget that I gave an interesting poem just now
Never relate with the new information I just acquired just now.

Back on the scribbling brick I really need a new desire
Modern day poet  I won't stop until I miss the desire.