I will always be in love with you, Sweetheart. Always.

A part of me will save itself for you
While the other parts will distract themselves
From you.

But at the end of the day
I will always want you, love.
Always.

I am letting you go now
Slowly and surely
These feelings may fade for you
And you may fall for someone else

But at the end of the day,
I will always end up falling for you.
Always.

But most importantly
I will always remember you
In my mind, my heart and my soul.

You will always be a part of me.

Always.

You are not mine,
But sometimes i pretend
You wish you were.

I create this idea
That you secretly
Want me...

And i often forget
Its just something
Ive made up.

You do not want me,
And you are not mine.

I want to **** myself

For being gay.

Just save me from this

And take me away.

I broke you
I desperately pick all the pieces up
I cut myself
And as i bleed and cry
I try to put you back together.

I question myself after
If I am actually worthy enough
To hold you, a fine piece of china.
Because im scared of breaking
You again.

Because my fingers are not strong enough
For you.