You're happy, really happy
It took .5 seconds for that happiness to disappear and here comes the sadness, the fear, the guilt
You were doing things right, not all the way right, but you were getting there
Now the darkness has come
It barried a hole in your chest and never wants to leave
It talks to you, tells you, this is it, this is what you're here for
She's never leaving, never shutting up. Never
A lot can happen with a phone call, but you never expected this
You never expected to fall apart. Again
"it'll get better" they say
It doesn't feel like it will
I'm just sad all the time Noland it won't ******* go away!

Darkness comes in, even on the brightest of days
It was a Friday for me
I remember waking up really happy, like nothing can break me that day
I was wrong
It took about 2 hours for it to find me
And once it did, it held on tight
It never let's me breathe anymore, or even smile, not even for a little while
I used to be able to snap out of it, I used to be able to take control
I see life moving all around me but I can't seem to understand it anymore, I can't seem to grab hold of it anymore
I look in the mirror and I don't know who she is anymore
When the darkness comes in, it takes over
This time is different I don't feel it leaving anytime soon
It's here.