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Joy Nov 2018
My senses unwrap
like brown parcel paper
tied with a string.

They absorb the smell of
coffee beans and turmeric
and the light of warm brown eyes.

I am home
in a home
which is not supposed to be my home.
Joy Nov 2018
Oh, Winter!
You came just in time.
I was just picking up the leftovers from my afternoon tea with Autumn.
I have just collected the leaves
and glued them to the crunchy paper
of a notebook.
I have finishied
labeling them meticulously
with a black
thin
ball point pen.
And the notebook is placed
on a shelf of comfort and laughter.
And I have begun
referring to it as a closed chapter.
Now, tell me...
What will it be?
I see you've brought
delicate, silver snowflakes.
Shall I melt them into the hot cocoa
or shall I bring out the silver tupperware so we can dissect them?
Shall we be dining next to the fireplace?
Or shall we be dining out in the blizzard?
Please do tell me all the stories you carry for this season!
Joy Nov 2018
It was aeons
before I realized
that cathastrophe will not evade me.
Once I grew familiar
to the feeling of being doomed
and the inevitability of failure
I began to blossom into a hop bush.
It is a gift.
Joy Nov 2018
The question
at the back of my throat
hangs the way the circus acrobat
hangs from the metal beam
between performances.
How do I become
the person I need to be
if I start from the person
I already am?
And who would that person be?
Joy Nov 2018
The blue iris melts its petals
like the teary wax
on the musky walls of the lavender candle.

The butterfly crunches its yellow,
crisp thin wings like translucent scales
followed by the crashing echo in the mirror walls of the corridor.

The heat in the air blares in turquoise
somersaulting between the
invisible layers of humidity and oxygen
sticking to the skin like midday sunrays.
Joy Nov 2018
Spiraling
                down
                          a pit
                                  of anxiety.

                     When suddenly


                          A

                          f

    ­                      r

                          e

           ­               e

                          f

                  ­        a

                          l

                         ­ l

                    headfirst
                    short
                    sharp
            ­        burst.

                          And then

P     r     o     c     r   a    s    tination
spilled         un   e   ve       nly

           on a tiled bathroom floor.
Joy Nov 2018
I arrange my fingers
on the glossy table top
of a decadent yellow café
as if about to play my first sonnet.
As if I am a child
whose parents have send her
to her first piano lesson.
I tap them
without making a sound.
One tap for the minute which passed.
One tap for the one going by.
Patience was never my tune.
But I am here
so I may as well just wait.
Waiting is like silent meditation.
Waiting is holding still
holding faith
that at the end
of an unknown period
something good awaits.
Patience is subverting
my quick step
in favor of a slow stroll.
Patience is a sedative.
I sedate myself to the tune
of a mute piano playing.
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