I knew I loved you long before I said it,
Maybe I was scared a little bit.
Scared to fall in love for the first time,
Like I was committing some kind of crime.
So scared of caring about someone more than me,
The small things like using the word “we”

I will take my time loving you,
Because what I know for sure.
Is that I want this to last forever.
What a wonderful thing it is,
To wake up every day with a heart searching for you.
And knowing you are always within reach,
In some way or another you are always in reach.

Time can change so many things,
But never my mind about you.
Even the worst days when things are blue.
You’re not just you,
You’re a part of me too.
No matter what,
I’ll always love you.

You were just human, a beautiful girl.
Until I came along and turned you into poetry,
Now you’re everything to me my beautiful pearl.
My light when it’s dark,
My fire when I’m cold.
And my reminder when I’m old.

If you could come here and say my name very close to my ear,
I’m sure the heat of us would set the world on fire.
Your soft words, mesmerising eyes I admire,
A fire so out of control the world will burn.
Nothing left but our wild fire of love at every turn.

When I think of love I think of you,
When I think of you I think of love.
When I feel the sun the feeling is your love,
When I feel happiness from you I feel the sun.

What if I told you I was on fire?
Waiting for our love to save me and take us higher.
What if I told you I was drowning?
Taking every day as it comes but always counting .
What if I was buried alive?
Barely breathing but covered in a love I can’t express.

Missing the taste of your soft lips,
The perfect curve of your beautiful hips.
Yet somehow I miss your presence more than your touch,
Being around the one person I love so much.
You are all I’ve ever wanted and all I’ll ever need.

There is a peace of being me that only exists when I’m with you,
Some days these feelings are few.
Be your true self in my loving arms,
Feel the love of my eyes and charms.

I gave you my heart because I knew it didn’t belong anywhere else,
It didn’t belong with anyone else.
I loved everything about you,
Maybe a bit too much
But how could I not love
That smile
That laughter
Those eyes
That humour
That passion
How could I not love you if you were everything I’ve ever wanted.

I’ve looked at many eyes, but only ever got lost in yours.
Forever lost in a beautiful universe,
Loving you for better or worse.

My heart aches for you,
My eyes cry.
My soul needs its mate,
All these aches I hate.
My love stays strong and everyday stronger,
I need you in my arms, please not much longer.

I never doubt you, or your love for me.
But even the night sky gets lonely when the moon is not around.
Before you.
Love could have been anything, but now it’s this beautiful girl I have found.

I’d give you the moon, or I’d certainly try, I’ll throw my lasso into the sky.
I mean these words with all my heart,
I can’t wait for us to start.

I now know the feeling of being in love
I now know what heartbreak is
I now know I’m broken
I now know it’s me

I promise I will love you,
Not only in the moments where you shine and feel like you’re enough.
That’s not what a soulmate is about,
I will love you in the darkest moments where you try to shut everyone out.

Even if I live a million lifetimes,
I won’t find anyone like you.
You’re the only one that knows the worth of my tears,
The only one that will make me strong against my fears.
In my lonely life you are the one that brings my joy.

I can’t give you the world,
but I can give you mine.
I’m not feline.
but I’d choose you,
In any life.
It would be you in all nine.

I gazed at this beautiful view,
While telling the stars all about you.
This crisp night in Budapest,
I told them why I felt so blessed.

The sun rose and ruined my apprise,
It’s fresh light filled the skies.
I still had so much to declare,
I’ll be the chuck to your Blair.

What would you do if I told you,
That thing you’ve been dreaming of,
That beautiful feeling of longing,
Is right around the corner?

Where this path will lead,
I do not know.
I will love and ride the flow.
My eyes have seen,
My hands have touched.
My love found it’s way through.
My heart has heard you,
I trust my feet.
They know my way home.

I hate that in all my dreams and fantasies I’m someone else,
I hate that I believe for me to be happy I need to be someone else,
I hate that i feel like I can only have you if I’m someone else.

For a short time I was happy,
For a minute I was better,
For a few seconds I had hope,
But in one day I lost it all.

I hope I’ll always be what you want,
At work, when we’re old or in Paris with a croissant.
I hope your heart will be my home,
At work, when we’re old or in Rome.

Bruises in my heart they are black and blue,
Aching every day when I think of you.
These bruises I protect with all my life,
Because some day you will be my wife.
The bruises will heal and there won’t be pain,
I’ll fall in love with you everyday again and again.

All the walls I made to keep love out have been torn down by you,
My love for you, my care and my desire grew.
No wall can stop the gaze of love that makes me dizzy,
Me and you frozen in time together while the rest of the world is busy.

Kristina, you are my beautiful butterfly,
The one and only thing that makes me shy.
Purple is your colour and red is mine,
Whenever you need me just give me a sign.
There are so many things that make you glow.
From your winged eyeliner, to your light eyeshadow.
That strand of hair that falls on your face,
I just love how you flick it back into place.
You love when I wear that special green shirt,
I love it when you smile until your cheeks hurt.
I wake up happy staring at the ceiling,
Today it’s your turn to enjoy that feeling.

I want to spend the rest of my sunsets with you,
Every kiss under a sunset will feel new.
You’re my home, my whole world,
The only place I want to live.
There’s so much love I want to give.
Close to you, that’s how I want my life to be,
Under a sunset or by the sea.

I always sit somewhere I can see you in the canteen,
I hope soon we can recreate that legacies scene.
Today around you I kept feeling shy,
Because that scene was on my mind, whenever I looked you in the eye.
To feel your gorgeous lips on mine,
All you need to do is give me the sign.

When I catch your smile it fills my heart with joy,
I smile so much I go from man to boy.
When your hair falls to the side of your face,
My heart gets filled without an inch of space.
When you say you love me and catch me off guard,
I feel tears in my eyes because I love you just as hard.

I wonder if I ever cross your mind,
I’m sure I don’t but I’m curious what the thought of me feels like.
Your sceptical mind would rip me apart,
If I told you how much you mean to my heart.

All these feelings mean nothing because you’ll never understand,
What it would mean for me to hold your hand.

To gaze into your eyes and say,
Please don’t leave, don’t go away.
I’ll say those three magic words knowing you deserve so much more,
your heart is locked but you’ve shown me the door.

Stay with me, don’t leave me alone.
Alone in this dark world.
All the love I have shown.
How lucky you are,
I’ll love you from afar.
Don’t leave me.

You’re in a foreign land,
Three days left and I’ll hold your hand.
But there will be so much more,
You’re the one I adore.
My beautiful butterfly,
The one that makes me shy.

Through the worst pains and lowest lows,
I feel so glad about the girl I chose.
Your perfect eyes sooth my sadness,
Your adorable laugh calms my madness.
But most of all the love we’ve shared stops me from breaking into pieces.
Our love saves me when I can’t cope,
And fills my heart with hope.

My bruised heart feels the love,
More than others will ever know.
Even more than I could ever show,
Only my soul can understand the pain of a an out of each romance.
Like a slow dance but you’re behind a glass.

You asked me for the moon and I smiled sadly,
Because how can I give you something like the moon?
Something so small.
So insignificant.
When you’re my whole universe.

This time last year you said you loved me,
It was in that moment we truly went from Ali and kristina to “We”.
I just remember you, with heaven in your eyes,
And magic in your kiss.
Your soft touches and loving looks I always miss.

Everything that you are is enough,
Lately my thoughts of you have been tough.
Your voice sounds like heaven, but hurts like hell.
The ache in my heart, can’t you tell?
Like a favourite song, I can’t get you out of my head.
I’m barely holding on, hanging on by a thread.

I’m missing the taste of you,
The smell of my butterfly.
That face that makes me shy,
How can I live without these things?
Our hearts connected by thin strings.
Never separated, never truly alone.

I knew what I wanted was too good to be true.

I didn’t care.

And it tore me apart.

I write this from a lonely place,
A sad smile on my face.
I’m thinking of you and me,
How I want us to be.
The last kiss I felt from you,
The way it always feels new.
The last hug we shared,
Those hazel eyes, the last time I stared.
Looked into them without fear,
Fingers on your neck brushing your ear.

An empty ache haunting my soul,
Will I ever feel whole.
You left me scared and alone,
I just wish that I’d known.
A warning for my heart,
Take me back to the start.

We can watch the moon together,
And you can fall asleep on my shoulder forever.
Keep your fingers away from my belly I know how much you love to tickle,
I like hearing you, like feeling you.
Please don’t stop the holding,
When you wake I feel you unfolding.
Wrap me up again soft and safe in your arms.

I put your essence in my own words,

Did you see?

Did you even notice?

How intimately I spoke of you.

I showed you what I couldn’t even show myself.

And for what?

I think love wanted you to be with me,
It wasn’t luck or fate.
Love is pure, love is powerful,
I felt this on our date.
The more we kissed the more we grew,
Я тебя люблю.

I was never afraid of being alone,
Then I met you.

I never felt like I belonged anywhere until I found your arms,
Your soft touches and beautiful charms.
Your beautiful eyes taught my soul how to dance,
Our souls will dance when we get the chance.

I care about you more than our situation allows me to,
Trapped in a glass box I can only see through.
You’re so beautiful but your looks don’t stand a chance compared to the beauty of your soul,
Without you I’m cold and alone in an empty hole.