acrid tears
did burn
her soul
a sorrow of loss
unto her being
lasting pain
shackled the light
of her heart
bearing a travail
vast in gloom
a void dwelt
in the sadness
of night
the balm of time
bought  
relief
to her
anguished
grief

It is a beauteous evening, calm and free,
The holy time is quiet as a Nun
Breathless with adoration; the broad sun
Is sinking down in its tranquility;
The gentleness of heaven broods o’er the Sea;
Listen! the mighty Being is awake,
And doth with his eternal motion make
A sound like thunder—everlastingly.
Dear child! dear Girl! that walkest with me here,
If thou appear untouched by solemn thought,
Thy nature is not therefore less divine:
Thou liest in Abraham’s ***** all the year;
And worshipp’st at the Temple’s inner shrine,
God being with thee when we know it not.

What my soul need
What I need
desire is same?
or some divergence

One question
So many answers
Do the answers precise?
equitable with the truth?

Some doubts
So many doubts
Enormous ambiguity
None equity

Every one trying ..….investigation
unknown solution for the same question
Huge attempt, so many life spent,
In search of explanation, but no satisfaction

Each answer brings ……..many complications
often changing desire more, more and more admire
On every dawn when sun smile
all past efforts become futile

I found myself on the same crossroad
initial point,  where  I had started
Most of the life passed away in search of the need of my soul
or myself or both of us

Some times I felt
My soul and me are the synonyms of each other
but soul is immortal, never vanish
than what about this body?

Is it me? or I am the soul?
this confusion always prevail
All efforts I m doing since I came on the earth
are meant for skeleton and none for soul

Physical structure will parish in days to come
but I will remain as a soul
The earth n nature is for tangible body
self realization is for our soul

What efforts I did in past, to nurture the soul?
Truly speaking…..Really nothing
no efforts…barrenness
whatever did meant for skeleton

That will perish with time
Time..
Yes,
Some time..
still in hand
Which can be utilized
In pursuance to achieve the goal

In true spirit, whole heartily
In right direction..
with full enthusiasm
for acquiring  that I need

Yes the absolute need
that is happiness, everlasting  happiness
Infinite Endless, limitless- timeless
always exists…never perish

Eternal peace immensely illuminated
Synonyms of god almighty
Endure within me being the integral part of divinity
I realize myself in my soul

Only need is
True Happiness
I need nothing less than
True Happiness

                                                     ­   deovrat-22.08.2014 (c)

stoic, solid
stolid and bolder
made colder the soldier-
death's hand on his shoulder
and eyes the color
of green flies.

r ~ 8/19/14