**** traffic for taking too much time on your hands.
**** those happy couples passing by your way.
**** that stupid shirt you always get to wear out of hundreds of **** shirts.
**** that person you dont want to see on the worst day but you see anyway.
**** your pride when it's too tall to fall.
**** older people for not understanding but were never short on judging.
**** your friends when they are too selfish and stupid most of the time.
**** yourself for always giving a ****.
**** this feeling that should have not stayed but never bother leave today.
**** my heart would one day just explode with all these madness.
**** you when I cant find you.
**** you when I wanted just one touch from you.
**** what would I do if I was still able to hold you.
**** me for taking myself for granted.
**** myself for being the ***** that is unwanted.
**** me for not putting much effort.
**** me for not being a good sport.
**** me for loving myself way too short.
**** this sadness that's eating me whole.
**** today I've never felt this alone.

How long O grief
How long

Nothing is ever good enough
Nothing comes easy

You were playing with my hand and holding them.
Kissing it when I slightly turned my head.
I've never enjoyed so much walking.
And I badly wished those roads never end.

My heart will probably explode to so much joy and contentment here.
Your presence alone is suffocating me with gladness.
Your smell that I've always liked lingered.
My arms intertwined with yours is where I think they should stay.

I can do this for a lifetime.

Loving wont be so hard if this was this easy.
Life won't be a pain if you were always with me.
I can conquer all things with you next to me.

I just wish work wont get in the way.
And this alarm won't buzz
today.
Because I've never dreamt this good before.
I close my eyes and hope to see you once more.

When beer is a better companion than five missing old friends.

She's so fragile, it's tragic.
He's generally nice yet she fell for it like magic.

Guy acting kind.
Her thoughts running wild.

She's so fragile, she thinks it's reality.
Now she doesn't even know she's living in fantasy.

Her heart is so broken that a single act of kindness sends her falling.
She's so fragile,* **it's tragic.

The thought of seeing you made me happy
*genuinely happy