It was her laughter you adored in the dark
Moreso now that she's gone
And you close your eyes
In all the darkness
It's her laughter still playing on your heart
Outside beauty only went so deep
It's why you'll never forget her
Her beauty was in her laughter and thoughts
In your darkest of times
She was always the light
Even now when it's been dimmed

And I hope he's ruined dating
Because it shouldn't be the same again
And I hope he shattered your heart
So he never has another chance
It's only hard to treat yourself better now
Because he treated you less than you deserved and I hope you now know
You weren't a seven, you're a ten

I wonder if you've blocked my number
It said you read my message last night about me missing you in my slumber
But tonight it's delivered
and I'm wondered you're not there
Because I'm left on delivered
I'm hoping you still care
I'm holding out alot of hope
But this doesn't work if you can't meet me there

I can breathe
Eat and think
Without you

I cry like I'm mourning you
Squeeze tightly on your jacket
And take slow deep breaths
Because not being friends is ******* me

I don't need you
But if you were here
It would be easier

You have been gone
But never too far away
You're the bedroom upstairs
When the parties in the living room
I often think of you
How comfortable and safe you feel
A place where I don't feel I'm pretending
But even when I am, I dont mind it much
It's okay sometimes to pretend
I'm no different from a kid
I'll play pretend and imagine a world
Coloured better than this one
I'm okay playing pretend
No body else knows what's on my mind
And that feels right to me
I'll always think of you
My safety and comfort
But out here, I play pretend

White yellow red and green lights
light up my streets late at night
And I quite like these kind of nights
When It's safe to walk and wonder late at night
My feet closes to the ground in thin patterned socks
And only pictured socks work best for these nights
They bring out the best, these patterned socks of mine
And when my shadow leads the way
I know adventure isn't too far away