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 May 2014 Hayleigh
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I think I knew I was gay when
I started to notice girls more than
guys or when
I started drawing them more frequently or
Seeing them in my dreams.
The excitement of just
One kissing scene in a movie with
Two girls just gives me this...
Thrill.

I still think that maybe I'm just
Bi,
Not all the way gay but
I can tell that I lean towards
Girls than guys more and
I think I like it
Better that way.
there was a little tomcat he had a change of way
not like all the other cats this little cat was gay
he wore a bright pink suit and varnished up his claws
wearing colored lipstick all around his jaws
the other cats ignored  him whenever he came near
he looked rather odd they thought it rather queer
he went to a gay bar looking for a date
hoping may be there.  he would find a mate

he went on the dance floor and made a move or too
spotted by an another cat dressed up all in blue
now he had a partner no longer on his own
there were other gay cats he was not alone
 May 2014 Hayleigh
Love
Gay Thoughts
 May 2014 Hayleigh
Love
Gay thoughts,
Gay actions,
Bi me.
Well,
I think.
Possibly.
I have gay thoughts,
And gay actions,
But I also have straight thoughts...
Just not straight actions.
Because it sickens me,
Almost.
With most guys,
When they hold me,
I want to pull away.
People just cant understand,
Or they don't want to.
I may like a guy,
But I want the warm,
And soft embrace,
Of a girl.
Let all the masks confess

Shame the world

Let the bowstrings

Of love confuse them
 May 2014 Hayleigh
Katy
I'm gay
 May 2014 Hayleigh
Katy
"You don't look gay"
"I'll never have respect for you"
"Gays go to hell"
I hear those harsh words all day
"When did you choose to be gay"
Well sir, the same day you chose to let alcohol ruin your life
****, my own sister said she's embarrassed to be related to me
She doesn't want people to know I'm her sister at school because she doesn't want me ruining her reputation
How does this all deprive from me loving someone?
I could be murdering, lying, stealing
But instead I'm in love with a girl named Kylie who makes the dead parts in me come alive
And if that leaves me with no family or friends, then one day they'll have to justify to their god why they treated me so poorly for simply loving someone
I'm GAY
I like boys
I love holding hands with him
Feeling his warm embrace
I love the feeling when I am with him
Watching the sunset together
I'm GAY
Dancing, Laughing, and Playing
Running my hand through his hair
Tasting his lips against mine
Feeling the scruff of his beard
I'm GAY
The feeling in his arms embrace
Whispering secrets to each other
Making plans for the future together
Dancing till the sun rises
Laying in the grass staring up at the stars
I'm GAY
Waiting to be equals
Standing under the rainbow flag
Kissing under the rainbow
Holding his hand walking into a unclear future
I'm GAY
Just what I was feeling sorry for any bad spelling or grammar it is like 3 in the morning wile I am writing this . . .  so sorry in advance. As always any feed back is greatly appreciated.
 May 2014 Hayleigh
Love
Turning Gay
 May 2014 Hayleigh
Love
"Turning gay."
Oh how that term annoys me.
You cant just turn gay.
You're born that way,
Its the way you are.
You may realize it,
Or come to terms with it,
But you dont just wake up one day,
Out of the blue,
And say,
"Oh my gosh! I'm gay."
Because then it would be like a sickness.
Something that you can go get reversed.
Its not a sickness.
Its not something that can be changed,
With therapy,
Or meds.
You're born gay,
Or you're born straight.
Just like you were born with black skin,
White skin,
Brown skin,
Or whatever color skin you have.
You don't just turn to the other race,
Do you now?
You cant just turn to the sexuality.
You cant turn gay.
 May 2014 Hayleigh
sequoi eley
gay
 May 2014 Hayleigh
sequoi eley
gay
Gay is just an expression iam gay
But if you don't like the way Iam
Leave I don't need criticism I need
Support, love somebody please love
Me iam me I will always be me nobody can change me it's my
Life to change but why can't you
Except that you can't change the
Way people are well some people
Being gay that's something special
Why change
 May 2014 Hayleigh
Love
Gay
 May 2014 Hayleigh
Love
Gay
Don't stand there and treat me with pity,
If you pity me,
Then tell me.
If you you hate me,
Then tell me.
Don't treat me like the lesser,
Because I'm not.
Don't treat me like I'm sick,
Or confused...
Because I'm not.
Gay does not mean lesser.
It doesn't mean sick,
And it doesn't mean confused.
It means that we are open,
Open and beautiful...
We can see the possibilities of love.
We have a different view on life.
We see things from a different perspective.
We're not lesser,
Or sick,
Or confused.
We're different.
Please,
Learn to understand that.
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