I miss you
I miss your voice
Your touch
You smile
Your laugh

I never knew that you would leave so soon
You were just starting to bloom
My heart is in pieces
And the pain only increases

You were my favourite hello
And the truth was a hard pill to swallow
You never said goodbye
I never thought that you would die

So now im letting go
Only till tomorrow
I wish you well my dear friend
Only till we meet again

I loved you yesterday
Today I love you still
And tomorrow I will Love you more


I miss you
I miss your voice
Your touch
You smile
Your laugh

"Are you okay" he asked

No I'm not okay
I'm drowning in my tears at night
Thinking about you
About life in general
I feel so exhausted
Although I had a really peaceful night

My head aches
My heart is in pieces
You were the one I've thought would stick by my side.
You promised
Can't you remember
Good days and bad
It's truly so sad

Inside I'm crying but outside I'm smiling
I miss you
All the time
Thought you would always be mine
It was just about time
To say goodbye

"yeah... I'm fine"

So here's the thing baby
Im not the one your looking for
I'm just a hopeless romantic
Stuck on an endless loop
Waiting for someone to come and save me

Feel like im drowning
All the thoughts and emotions became my enemy
I need some sanity
Please come help me
I wish that we are meant to be
But all of this just seems like an endless sea
That I'll never overcome, that we'll never be


It's sad to love someone with all your heart
Wish we could never part
You think that your so smart
Can't you see that I'm the work of art

You broke me
Left me stranded
I don't need no apology
I just want you to be with me


So if this would be a goodbye
Guess it's an eye for an eye
Just look up at the sky
And don't think twice to spread your wings and fly
Little butterfly

Dear reader

There is so much in this world that we don't understand.
Like why would someone you love hurt you the most
Or why are you stuck on the highway when you could choose an open road?

My life is a mess.
The person I thought would never leave, left!
A promise I made when I was 17, now broke!
An the feeling of beloning, now gone!

But even in this unexpected situation, I still have hope
I still have believes and morals.
I still have standards.
I still have self-worth.

Because even when life is a bit messy and nothing around you make any sense. You still have a purpose. You still have your dad as your biggest supporter, and you still have your mom that makes loving someone else look so easy.

You are worth it.
You are loved and special.
You are unique.
And you are a blessing, If not to someone else then to me.

So go!
live your life without fear.
Make every moment count.
And even if you get lost sometimes (which is okay) just stand up and collect your own broken pieces.

Do not wait for that handsome prince on a broken moterbike.
Get you own and be your own hero.
Stay true to who you are.
And always remember why you started this in the first place


Lots of love.
Me