Kidnapped by fears
my face wrapped in plastic
I can't breath
Teeth slicing flesh away
Pain tingles my whole body
Blood trickles

It's not mine
The dark rouge belongs to another
Throwing up adrenaline...

Just smear me in gold
Not crimson.
And Finally....
                               This will make myself **Known

Sprinkles of light beam down on the crumbled sheets.
It was just a mistake.
We both just wanted to Take
I lie, In this bed.
I'm sorry but this no longer will last
as the night happened too fast....
We will soon breakaway after we feast
As you devour me like a beast.


Just leave.
Leave me


suffocation...

I can Tell.
Months are gathering
Distance causes distance
but easier to break away.
I am ageing
Does that not turn you?
frowning lines are appearing
Sometimes my thoughts represent scrambled egg
I'm all over the world.
each slice of atom is spread onto a slice of pavement
I'm making little sense.
It's just all words that we create
We have all helped with discovering.
But to modest to say.
I thank you all for picking your destined areas.
As they affect us all.

You know when you feel a horrible anger inside?

You wish you could be taken by the tide

I hear it screaming deep in the depths

It shudders right through my core

I whisper to tell it to leave me

Sometimes it scuttles away, obeying my wish

However other times it stalks and mocks me.

I'd like to be swallowed up by my...      
                
      surroundings.

My thoughts will soon be at peace.

             But that is just wishing my life            
                                  away....

I want to dance with you
Let me take your hand
Press it against me
Sway with my hips
and kiss me passionately on the lips

I want to feel you against me
Let me show you
Press closer...

Lets dance tonight.

A cruel and heartless obsession…
I am only ever seen as a possession.

Never let another say no.

I should have pushed.
I should have shoved.

I let it happen.
Now im stuck wondering..