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Lala Dec 2014
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I think It has happened..
More than you could have Imagined.

You see its deep inside of me
I desire to scream
But it only ever seems to happen in my dream
I admit. I have fallen.
Not down a tree or from a cliff.
Although the fuzzy rush feels as if it could be similar.

My muscle between my lungs has awoken.
It beats heavy.
As if it were full.

I think It has happened.
To be Continued...
Lala Nov 2014
Touch what is left over
Handsome fingertips
Trace our bodies

The taste of another rots
Tradition takes over
Trample on the past

Forget.
Lala Nov 2014
Not full of trash
Dine them.
Stainless glasses glued to lips.
Trust them
The menu has less.

You have no cash.
remove from them
You're only worthy for excuses
Teach Them.
There is no more.
Lala Jan 2015
You know when you feel a horrible anger inside?

You wish you could be taken by the tide

I hear it screaming deep in the depths

It shudders right through my core

I whisper to tell it to leave me

Sometimes it scuttles away, obeying my wish

However other times it stalks and mocks me.

I'd like to be swallowed up by my...      
                
      surroundings.

My thoughts will soon be at peace.

             But that is just wishing my life            
                                  away....
Lala Mar 2015
Kidnapped by fears
my face wrapped in plastic
I can't breath
Teeth slicing flesh away
Pain tingles my whole body
Blood trickles

It's not mine
The dark rouge belongs to another
Throwing up adrenaline...

Just smear me in gold
Not crimson.
And Finally....
                               This will make myself **Known
People **** to be famous
Lala Feb 2015
Sprinkles of light beam down on the crumbled sheets.
It was just a mistake.
We both just wanted to Take
I lie, In this bed.
I'm sorry but this no longer will last
as the night happened too fast....
We will soon breakaway after we feast
As you devour me like a beast.


Just leave.
Leave me


suffocation...
Lala May 2015
Lust Leaves him.

              Just walk away like the others.
Don't worry, it's never too late to Separate.
Maybe it's time, What's the date?

I know there's something hidden, something you're covering.

                                  But you'll not whisper your reasons why...


Why?

Because You desire to watch us all suffer.
The gentle enjoyment begins to grow.
You foster an apatite.
The greed explodes...

And you are left there fattened, engorged by  all the pleasures.
Lala Dec 2014
You're far too sweet.
too much to eat

So, Please...

Bow down to them
And raise your hem.

Let the eyes witness
As you bring just the mistress.

Your greed is strong
as you trail her along

She struts in pride
as the audience becomes a tide

Triumphant you stand
while you hold her hand..

However,
The perfection is lost
as his heart is made of frost.
Lala May 2015
The moon illuminates over white silhouettes
A Hand delicately cupping a face
A naked flesh embrace
Legs entwined together
These moments lasting forever
Lips lingering
Eyes seeking
Fingers tracing
Two individuals finally feeling.
For my One.
Lala Jul 2015
I write for Pleasure
I **** for *Leisure
Lala Jul 2015
When Long distance brought us both firmly together.

Yet, when I moved
I've felt
As if distance between us became stronger..


How can moving closer cause this pain of distance?

I have chosen and accepted the life of less.
But you must accept that I must gain more.
Listen to me.
I am also tired.

I feel your ignorance blossom as you watch me struggle.
I'm drowning in my own self worth.
Lala Nov 2014
She's alone now
Eaten by her shadows
He only uses..
Together it lasts less
My mouth fills up
How can you touch another
Whilst feeling full?

My chest is Bursting
Your caresses are hurting
She is faithful
Time is collapsing
Spilling onto the floor
I will never find
What the darkness left behind.
Lala Dec 2014
Never let another say no.

I should have pushed.
I should have shoved.

I let it happen.
Now im stuck wondering..
unfinished
Lala Apr 2015
My exterior may express calmness
However my brain is analysing...
Each little moment I will dissect and focus on a problem.
What might that be?
Something that I just can't see ...
Not just yet.
But I will pin point....
There has to be something
not right, However I will find out
It cant be this easy..
Lala May 2015
Tears are becoming difficult to gulp down...

They never stop.

Spilling, dripping and pouring from under my eyelids.

My cheeks become stained with black wobbly lines..

I feel a heaviness tightening in my chest.
                                     Like as if I'm being crushed.
All I see is pitch black...
I feel myself being swallowed.
My body aches all over...
                                            the darkness is digesting me....
How do I fight back?
                  They have me tied tightly to the point of suffocation.


...........Just let it....
Lala Sep 2015
Inspiration surrounds me
Yet I can't grasp it.
Support is said
However terribly given
That saying springs to my mind
"It's easier said then done"

I am sitting
and not doing
My head appears to be jumbled up
Concentration has not been taken into consideration.
I can think. I think.
I argue constantly in my head.
I feel as if I can't stick at one description.
Lala Jan 2015
I can Tell.
Months are gathering
Distance causes distance
but easier to break away.
I am ageing
Does that not turn you?
frowning lines are appearing
Sometimes my thoughts represent scrambled egg
I'm all over the world.
each slice of atom is spread onto a slice of pavement
I'm making little sense.
It's just all words that we create
We have all helped with discovering.
But to modest to say.
I thank you all for picking your destined areas.
As they affect us all.
Lala May 2015
From the start, I kept my heart
Defending myself from breathing in more lies.
My mind had already been tainted.
I thought my spoilt body could no longer trust....

Hold on..
wait..

There's a figure standing before me....

That's all it took, Just one look.
Passionate forgiving green eyes.
Longing to let me know...

Just take hold.
Lala Nov 2014
Shrimp
Shrink
Drink

Taste it
I can tell you're shy
How kind
Polite as Cake
Taste it

Shrimp
Shrink
Drink

By *Lala
Lala Dec 2014
I want to dance with you
Let me take your hand
Press it against me
Sway with my hips
and kiss me passionately on the lips

I want to feel you against me
Let me show you
Press closer...

Lets dance tonight.
Lala Dec 2014
A cruel and heartless obsession…
I am only ever seen as a possession.
Lala Nov 2014
Beauty and Birth marks scattered on a human
Stars Scattered above and beyond.
Scars left for future stories
Meteor's slicing across our flesh

A vacuum of emptiness
A Human's nothingness....
Lala Nov 2015
I placed myself here by saying 'Yes'
I am a pawn on the simple game of chess
We are all victims.
Agreeing to what we assume will make us look normal?

But all we Need to know.
Is to Just say that simple word

              **"No"
Lala May 2015
I am a dainty little thing
Tears spill from eyes while I sing

I had been expected to marry last   spring
My finger still had the ring

I don't know who murdered the king?

You see,
He was meant to marry me....
As I held the key..

It opened his heart
Like a work of art!
Still working on it
Lala Nov 2014
I hurt myself on a piece of glass today.
A perfect slice, etched into my skin...
Beautiful burgundy oozed from the cut.

A split second of watching myself heal.
I soon realise....
You will leave me with a faint scar.

I licked the liquid away...
with a laugh and a smile.
It was only an accident... a mistake.
It sad to say, But we soon all heal and begin to forget.

— The End —