Bright red cuts line up
On her wist
There's an empty bottle of
Pills clenched In her fist
An empty soul
And a painful past
And before you know it
Her life was gone
Way to fast

(Chorus)
it was wintertime when
She was found beyond dead
There was suicide swimming
Through her head
An aching heart
And now an empty coat
This song was her last,
Final note
(End chorus)

Will she ever make it to
The pearly gate?
Or will she be blocked
Because of all her hate?
Will she make it to the land
Where she belongs?
Or will she still be lonely
After far to long?
She wondered about it but
She never tried
Finally gave in the night
She last cried
A sharpened knife
Or an oiled gun?
In that fateful night
She gave up the fight
Dragged herself down
And in her misery she drowned

(Chorus)

She finally died that night
All alone
She died looking at pictures on
Her phone
The pictures were of things
She loved
Musicians that she swore were sent
From above
She had her chance to have a life
But she gave it up
Her voices gave her strife
Suicide, cut. love, and slit
The four voices that were split
The bullies never knew
How their influence grew
And her family never
Once saw that she was blue

(Chorus)

And now my dear friends can't
You see?
The girl in that song was
Really me.....