Truth does not come easy
It has been disguised in so many shapes
Yet I wasn't able to see it, even with the right glasses
Time made me pint point the cracks in my soul
Falling in love was supposed to be the cure of this bleakness
Feelings kept me away from this pain,

Or was it just another lie to keep you longer in my life?
I'm no longer looking for your love, I'm no longer trying to see myself through your eyes,
It's pitch black outside and my eyes are sore
I mourned our love all night long..
Yes I'll always remember you, and yes you'll always be my weakness

The pain is still there, but I have to move on, this time I have to see life through a colorful filter on my own

Two days has passed and everything reminds me of you, but I can hear the birds singing and I can feel the heat on my skin, I can feel this invisible embrace which shows me the path,

Taking a depth breath the unknown is waving at me

Blank eyes,
Nothing but, regrets,
The lady wanders through her loss,
Living the same tedious routine, she is consumed by this cloud of gray smoke,

She can't see that her old self is drowning in the lake of memories,

Like another life,
The ladies are not alike anymore,
The mirror breaks, and she can't utter a single word
LIFELESS, she is waiting for Love to come back.

Falling in our arms was as easy as reading my favorite book; it was quick and soothing.
You took me in a whole different universe
Hours became minutes and minutes became distant memories.
Because with you, time doesn’t stop -but flies away.
Consuming each minute as if it were our last , out of breath, out of love we are suffocating.

It is time to get apart again,water slowly fills the room, and I have nowhere to feel safe again, everything feels out of place.
My heartbeat is desperately trying to match yours, to reproduce the perfect harmony that once rhythmed our lives
In the end I wonder : would you be the one saving me from this ocean of pain or were you the one who filled it  in the first place?

I fear the day when I  will no longer be in your heart,
When you will have move on with another sweetheart
She will make you forget all about me and unleash new butterflies,
You will blush and smile again,
You will swipe away what was left of your feelings for me in a heartbeat,
And my heart will feel empty, because you were the first one to fill it with the brighest colors,

I fear the day when I will no longer be able to see me through your eyes

Wherever I go, you're not there,
Each step gets harder
You're in the void
When I'm sad, When I'm happy, When I doubt, you're not there,
Soothing words will never replace your embrace
You're out there enjoying your life, while I'm stuck in our memories playing on repeat
There could never be an “ us”
You're not even in my dreams anymore,
Is this a sign ? My heart is slowly tearing into pieces
We are stuck in this endless vicious circle
But in the end, those five minutes of paradise were worth spending a year in the dark,
Because my dear, what's love without a little bit  of pain and sacrifice ?

Wandering around like a lonely soul,
Your light is weak
People barely notice you
Are you a fallen angel?
How did you end up on earth?
Disappointement crosses your face as you walk through the crowd
Nobody is there anymore to tell you what to do,
Will you tell Him that we have failed?

Golden tears dropped on the floor,
The only proof of your existence
Too much hate among humankind,
Would you be able to take that away?
Or is it our punishment?
What if all this was just a nightmare?
Open your eyes now and tell everything to the others,
Can your hear the birds singing? Can you feel the sun?
Hurry up, you do not have much time left
The humanity relies on you,
O young angelic soldier.

Where this time go?
Where the simpliest things used to make us happy
Where there were no quarrels, and no bleakness in our hearts
Where everything was seen under a colorful filter,
This time of innoncence, where imagination was at its highest
Would we be able to take some of it back?, we all need a little bit of colors in our hearts,
This precious time called childhood, when it was okay to make mistakes
Where someone was looking upon your shoulders for you,
Over the years the colors of this filter have faded away

Gray seems to be prevaiding it,
It’s a sad reality when you realize that your happiness depends on somebody else,
that person has the power to bring new amazing colors into your life, but can easily take them back,
It’s time that we reconcile with ourselves, and find this happiness that once filled our lives
Would we be able to do that?
As a sign the clouds are slowly moving away, and the warthm is gently comforting our bodies,
Embrace it, the best is yet to come.