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KellzKitty Feb 2016
You didn't do drugs
You didn't drink
You don't have a record
You graduated early
You know what you're doing with your life
You never asked for ***
You only kissed me sweetly
You love your music
You were the greatest and most respectable guy I've ever met
But you didn't love me
You never did
You never will
You left me here all alone in the dark without the thrill
You were the only guy worth keeping
You realized I'm worth leaving
You said I got too attached and it's true I did
You were so worth it to me but to you
I'm only a kid
  Feb 2016 KellzKitty
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is like having your lips sewn together, your voice is trapped in a prison and its sad you see, because you yourself hold the key.

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its like having your feet glued to the ground in big crowds, and you feel like everyone's constantly staring you down.

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its like feeling so alone in this world, especially when you're just a little girl, and all you want to do is be free and twirl.

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its like being a bird, but you have clipped wings and you can't sing.
this is anxiety to me//
KellzKitty Feb 2016
A lonely girl living in her lonely world
Affection ways too much so she chases people away
She can't allow anybody inside her broken life
Even if she did no body would want her
Which is proven over and over again
A heart so broken yet so golden
Will not allow anybody to stay
When she loves it's with everything she has
Which makes her pay a high price when love runs away
She's lost inside
She has nowhere left to run and no body left to turn to
There are no open arms willing to accept her presence
She is alone
The realization of loneliness is scaring her
She wants to run away from herself but she can't
She's lost inside..
All alone where she's cried so many tears
That no more come out
She can not cry, can not love, and has no more room to care
She's a lonely girl who is lost in her lonely world
Im tired of everything..Being used being left in the dust. I care about people too much I let them in too easily and I'm officially done. I can't do it anymore. I don't care if I never get married or have children I can't allow any one else into my life
KellzKitty Feb 2016
Sick to my stomach
Feeling like I can barley breathe
Im gasping for air as I fall to my knees
Im trapped inside my head
All my insecurities surrounding me
Making me second guess myself as if I was crazy
If I could get rid of all my doubts I would
If I could erase the insecurities I would
If I could look into a mirror and tell myself Im as beautiful as you say I am
Trust me I would
I can't find a way out of this
Im full of pain from past experiences
With each heartbreak I fall further into my insecurities
Forgive me for doubting myself
Forgive me for fearing
I need to get out of my head
However my pain is just too consuming
KellzKitty Feb 2016
I know what I feel
What about how you feel?
I'm over here thinking of you wishing I could get a reply
What are you doing?
Is there another ******* your mind?
Am I not good enough for you?
You're amazing to me that's as clear as day
So what is it that's getting in your way?
Curiosity is actually hurting me
Everything about you consumes me
So why do I feel as if you don't care about me?
......
KellzKitty Jan 2016
Write a man a poem he will feel appreciated and flattered
Write a boy a poem and he will shut you down and leave you tattered
Tell a man you love him, he'll say it back with truth
Tell a boy you love him, he'll use it as a gateway to rip off your clothes
Show a man affection, He'll respect you forever
Show a boy affection and to him it will never matter
Spend your money on a man, oh wait a man doesn't want you to do that
However a boy will strip you of everything you've ever had
The difference between a man and a boy is a great one indeed
A man will cherish you forever
While a boy will take what he wants and then leave
KellzKitty Jan 2016
Imagine a life
Sitting by a fireplace with the one you love
Snuggled close and completely smitten
Thinking how lucky you are to have gotten this far
Imagine playing music in front of one million people
That feeling of adrenaline, happiness, and maybe a little fear
Isn't that how you should feel with the one you hold so close?
Imagine if distance and prices were only a number
Imagine if those numbers didn't matter
The possibilities would be endless
We could live our life together as one
It's possible in the really close year that's to come
Me with you
You with me
How much happier could we be?
We would have our music
We would have each other
We'd be amazed that in such a bitter world we found each other
Imagine what a future like that would be like?
Just Imagine.
I imagine that I would be completely happy
Because I imagine my future with
you
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