Not long ago we were smiling
Now our hearts are beating
But it's no longer for each other
We have the same circle of friends
But the distance between the two of us couldn't be bigger
You sit with music ignoring everybody we talk to
Everybody is aware of the cold shoulders you carry
We want to help you get over me
Why is this a big deal when your heart never did beat for me
We could have avoided this
If only you had treated me the way I deserved
You're angry and alone
You refuse to let anybody in
The cold shoulders are getting thicker
While your relationships are wearing thin
I want to help you
But I know you won't hear a word I say
Or acknowledge a thing I do
While you allow yourself to give the world your cold shoulders
Everybody will eventually turn their cold shoulders
Towards you

How long can I fake a smile?
I care about others and put them back together when they fall apart
But I'm falling apart and nobody is there to fix me
Nobody puts me back together
I have no solid ground to stand on
I'm running out of pieces
But I always find a way to be there for others
Now when will others be there for me...

When kids pop more pills than balloons
at a fair, take more rips from bongs
than Beyblades, shake hands with *****
dollars and plastic bags, steal more money
than hearts, are in more mugshots than family
photos, **** more than war, sell more ****
than lemonade, read more billboards than books,
go through more girlfriends than socks in a week,
text more than they write, inject more ******
than flu vaccinations, drink more beer than fruit punch,
put their lips around more pipes than Popsicles,
and die more than live;
then we'll know we've failed them.

I'm going to Hell
Can't you see?
Can't you tell?
I'm a person full of sin
No matter the amount of goodness within
I can't win
I always lose
The Devil has found his way to tie his nous
From the gallows of Hell I will hang
For eternity replaying all of my pain

If I could count every tear I've cried
They would equal the amount of stars in the sky
If I could measure all the pain I've ever felt
It would equal the amount of money ever dealt
If I could weigh all the shame I carry around
It would weigh more than the Earth in pounds
If I could count all the times I've said I wanted to die
Even if you didn't know me you'd probably cry
If I could say how many times I've been hit
Everybody would understand why the tiniest thing could make me quit
If I could measure my feelings people would leave me alone
They would all understand if only they were shown

Grey skies
Misty eyes
Thunder strikes
My heart dies
Family tears me down
Oh well fake a smile
Because I'm not allowed to frown
I fake a face towards them everyday
But when my true self appears they shove me away
I can't do this anymore
Everyday is too much
Seems like I'll forever be stuck with
Grey skies and Misty eyes

Crying in front of my best friend
Pushing his comfort away
He doesn't know what to do
All he knows is that my sky is grey
He tries to cheer me up by making me laugh
I will be forever thankful for that
But what's a guy to do
When his besty's skies are blue?
Thomas you were there to help me through
You got me through the day
Thank you best friend
for caring about weather or not I'm okay