It gets harder and harder to sleep
For there is fear within me
of waking up only to see
that last night was only a dream

I use to believe that
the only response to
"I love you"
was
"Oh, crap"
because apparently
me being in love
was such
an inconvenience
to you

So Maybe,
the next time
I fall in love,
she shall
never know
how much I do
for I only wish
to not be an
inconvenient
bafoon

Look into the garden
and you'll find something waiting
right there where you left it
lying on the grass bed
holding a single rose in full bloom
When you finally find it
you might see that it's fading
carnations and irises growing
in every single mark of it
know that's been there caring
in every marigold you've been planting
When you finally realize
there's nothing but daffodils and zinnias
I hope to see other things growing
as everything changes all around it
everything is still there
right where you left it.

The way I am in love with you
is like Quantum Mechanics

there's the uncertainty
of your feelings
the possibility that your
feelings are both true and false
the superposition of people
coming and going into your life
and the distance of light years
on how different our relative times are

It's like I'm an electron to you
in a quantum level
I don't understand where my orbit is
more how many electrons there are
It's like I'm in a constant series of leaps
passing through the double slits
and I cannot tell when I am a particle or a wave

Every second I move through space-time
I feel the constant bend and mend of it
and to the point that I am in a situation
where I exist and don't exist