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Joseph Yzrael Feb 2015
Spend the night with me
In a city that has no name

And I will let your embers  
Singe my throat

As the street lights drown
In haze and smoke

Spend the night with me
In a place beyond gods and men

As we bare our souls
To the flaws of our hands

When the morning comes
We disremember and pretend
for those who are lost yet do not wander
Joseph Yzrael Jan 2014
Beneath the ceilings
Along scheming walls
The shadows and the light
Brisk tether and play
In a palace of vertical hell

Through space and time
Beyond words or rhyme
Tired eyes let boredom lie
Lungs choking, drowning
In things that were missing

The curtains dance
Against the pale
Gloom of the morning
Struggling to find sway
With the echoes of the wind

Caffiene and nicotine
Accompany the day
I wonder how many times
I've tried to push
And shove them away

Sober bottles scattered
On blameless floors
Bringing to light
The deeds of the night
In non-existent memories

I am asleep in daylight
To slumber I awake
Joseph Yzrael Nov 2013
look for me
in the incandescent
noise of the
rush hour crowd

hear me
in the scent
of whistling teapots
and unfinished books

find me
in unwritten words
and silenced thoughts

sink into my mind
and weigh down my
battered eyelids

sleep
visit me soon
for I fear
it may be
too late
Joseph Yzrael Sep 2013
I lie beneath these crippled beams
Where light seeps through crags unseen
Dreary hues stand placid upon the pale
Drenched in amber that pierces gloom

The evening beckons my mind to wander
Far beyond the realm of the temporal
Where the echoes of emptied prayers
Forever keep their binding silence

I drink from the stars their wisdom
In trickling embers that singe my lungs
Euphoria burns away my every breath
As my smile hangs around like smoke

The night casts an ever different light
Where shadows fade and truths blur
The city drowns in the haze of dreams
As the dark creeps closer to the dawn

I wished for the darkness to persist,
For the transient realities to remain
But alas, nightfall has come and gone
Daybreak floods; the world moves on
Joseph Yzrael Aug 2013
Tomorrow morning never did exist
For us nothing but this night is real
We gather to quench this thirst
A toast, for all our troubles to steal

Denied, this world will not allow
My mind cracks under all the strain
This life is too much to live with now
With the next shot I’ll numb the pain

I know the pain will come back somehow
I'll hate myself more come break of day
But thoughts of dawn must be shoved down
As alcohol down my throat's way

Where sober efforts are in vain
My mind drifts slowly in intoxication's sea
In liquor's fog we become friends again
But that's barely enough for me

You're here but still I’m alone
At least my heart seems to forget
That your heart for me is stone
And that's all the love I'll get

If this illusion clouds your mind
And brings you into my embrace
When this night has been left behind
So would our memories, gone without a trace

If my actions fill me with regret
I won’t face them until day
The night is all I need and yet
Is it worth the price I have to pay?

It hinders all my despair
Pretending that you are mine
But I know this lie is not fair
Not now or any other time

Troubles remain forgotten
Time stands still once more
By day they'll hound me again
Even more virulent than before

I need release from my sorrow
But this solution is far too flawed
I cannot deny nor delay tomorrow
The falsehood cannot be ignored
Joseph Yzrael Jan 2013
|| Watching daybreak
With half-closed eyes
As the sun shatters
Through night's cracks

Drinking cups
Of ambient air
As coffee slithers
Past parched lips

Listening to whispers
Of forgotten winds
To beating hearts
And engine throes

Humming to tunes
Of broken chords
Drowning woes
In music's bliss

Writing scribbles;
Transient notes
On dusty tables
And misty panes

Chasing pavements
Under peals of thunder
Dodging raindrops
And lightning strikes

Learning to dance
With hurricanes
And laughing with
The storm and surf

Relaxing at sundown
With bottles at reach
While shadows prance
In thick amber light

Walking beneath
A pale crescent moon
Feet gliding uneasily
On swaying sidewalk

Dreaming of dreams
And tangled delight
While the past's future
Slowly slips away ||
Joseph Yzrael Jan 2013
Drape my conscience
In threads of spirits
And let reality's smog
Occlude our dumb wits

Soulless eyes reflect
Deranged, dusty lights
Bottles close at hand
Flung far into the night

Sobriety quickly fades
Unveiling bitter truths
Of enamored facades
And follies of the youth

The stark sky spins rapid
Emotions spilled on blackened walls
All sense of reason departs
And wild fantasies come alive

Wavelengths intertwine
Smiles rife with desires
Eyes slowly close half-way
And all hindrance expires

Bodies tenderly woven
Lips on insanity's lip
Mindless and uncaring
Hands in lustful grip

After the tryst is done
Our memory shall depart
We cling on to bitter *****
And the embers of the heart

When the smoke clears
And garish reason descends
Guilt follows; paths diverge
No memory of us remains.
I haven't had a drink in quite some time.
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