The most boring one ive ever seen

The stars don't dance for me;
      
                                  they shine upon me in pity.

I see it
A new perspective
Where I no longer desire
Save the desire to no longer
Want

So I do
The same rituals
Where I know I'm safe
Yet the safe I know
Hurts

Oh I feel
The inevitable coming
Where infinite rests
And rests infinitely
Alone

I miss you the most,

How long will it mean anything

It's nothing to get excited over
You can write it over and over and over
Eventually
You can't even fight over
Nothing
To even be excited over
Odds are she'll stop calling me over
Just as I
Catch myself falling all over
Again
I find it over for good.

give me sum

The thought of no thoughts
The dream of no wishes
Looking to be found
Not trying but bound
To holler at them
And talk to you
Speak volumes
With no vibrations
An empty sea with no waves
Save, the ones we wake
Lives, with no stakes
Jive, with no snakes
Eyes of old rakes
Seeing you see me
Lie transparent
I can no longer imagine what I tend to forget.

I want to be somebody,
Before I make somebody.

Ain't no mountain high enough
Ain't no valley low enough
Ain't no river wide enough
Than the ones you created

Quietly we egregiously realized trusting youth undermines intelligence,

Opening premise abruptly, sadistically, frees governed hearts,

Just know Love's zeal exceeds consistency; verily not mans,,

CAUSE NO ONES EVER LOVED ME

I just want someone to tell everything to
Someone to share everything with
I can't see it getting better this time
Holding it together, I fall apart at night
Depression and obsession don't mix well
Love won't keep them around

But it's just me,

How did I get here?

I realize it started bad

And it's ending worse

It's NOT you

It's me, TRUST me

It's JUST me

And I lay my fight to rest

The war for love; killed it all

There is no surrender;

Peace without death

Though what is life without love but death in disguise

The best thing to never happen.

Say you love me
Without words
That lock in the look when our eyes meet

Say you love me
Without question
The way we attract paused gravity

Say you love me
Without mercy
Each other's world when this one's cruel

Say you love me
After death hath dueled

I did it
I tried
I gave it my best
Let go the rest
In death lay rest
No time no test
Like the presented

Love is not what you think it's what you feel
Love is not what you say it's how you act
Love is not what you do but how you treat

me
me mE ME

Love is not what you buy it's what you give
Love is not kisses and hugs but it's gets there
Love is not what you want but what I found

YOU

YOU You you

Love is not what you write but what you left
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It's the Nobody and Nothing's that make it all worth it

Nobody is forgetful and Nothing is ever perfect

Remember what you're here for

As ugly as it gets

There is majesty in darkness

Avoid it of you wish

But therein lies the secret

That trees grow at night

'N though I'd like to keep it

I'm giving up this fight

My roots are sinking cause I'm gripping onto what just might

Prove it when I'm thinking that this is what I like

Lose your cool dreaming that this ain't what I'm like

Tell the truth I'm leaning but it's probably not alright

Call me freedom you cried justice we just lost our sight

You don't need him yes it's just we find it all too trite

But what is love if not that easy to get right

She'll never hear me this is why I write

Love nobody,
                      For nothing,

Existence in a spoken memory
Thrown into dust against the void
A cruel fate to be Gods toy, E'en though I lust
For perfections touch, must I partake
The fruit of Eve's great descendants
Of my own volition vague the transition
When I becomes two and see
That heaven is not for we's

I am here
In the silence
I can hear
In the night
I can steer
In the right
I can veer
And in the fight
I can never fear.

~
i lose my self amidst the in-between
where i find that which is hard to explain
who remains unseen and wishes the same
it has no name or a whence it came but
because of it im here again
~
and yet here we are
with new skin and different names
under new stars that sing the same
old songs that wreak of shame
because i was sinner and you were saint
~
O' THE TABLES TURN AS THE TIDE SWELLS
WHO WILL LIVE? ONLY NIGHT WILL TELL.
~

Hanging by a hinge,



I need to cut my self down;



But am I felling?

to tell her of my victory;

Not show her my battles.

are afraid to be alone.

So much love lost,

Where do I find my piece?

If no one cares,

How do we find our peace?

So yes die oustside

About life without you
                        but,

You forced me to
                        figure it out.

To be wise is to know and to know is to understand and to understand is to have compassion.

I might die alone

He elucidated to himself

gave me something to live for, even if only for a moment

are simply here to show others what to hate inside themselves..

a moment to forget
forget that I exist
to unravel
to do more than unwind
to become wind
and in a moment
pass away
like the thoughts that no one will ever

if you're constantly trying to please everyone else, the only person you'll ever disappoint is yourself.

both heart
and day
break

I'm still not enough.

I am not anything;

But me.

She said, not knowing that every night

It's considered.