This side of the fire
There was a glow
Reflecting the flames
Red orange
It was her face
Befallen on a distant gaze
While the fire burned
She stared at it
And he  her
In-between the crackles
And embers dancing in the heat
This side of the fire
There was a fire
You didn't see
When the fire burned
Her lips looked parched
For a drink
She looked hotter than the fire
Could ever be
And he burned his heart
On the temperature
This side of the fire
Desire burned into the night
I heard a crash
A burn
And a dive...



Cloud of smoke

Old faces

I haven't seen you for a year
Those two moonlit hearts
Devoured by the world
Living in the evidence

Old faces

Pulled apart by
Separation
They used to cry
In each other eyes
Before they died
In relation

Old faces

Remembered goodbye
And why
I haven't seen you for a year
Tonight

Under the moonlit hearts
We'll feed the earth

In the evidence
Of what we were
Never again

Old faces

Leaving the traces
Of two bodys
On the asphalts pavement

Asking
How have you been

Stopping by my heart
You said a few words
That beat when it pumped

It momentarily stopped
From the shock of your response

You wished it broken

Instead of CPR
You ripped it apart
While it was open

What did you want
When you stabbed it in the gut
After you'd spoken

Murmurs of innocent
You stopped by the disintegrate
To hear it thumping

It felt the attack
Arrested in cardiac
Now it never wants you to visit

I almost died last night


And I've lost the lottery too

It seems I can't ever win


The jackpot

  When I pull

I just wanted some sleep
You know
A few hours of shut eye

Where I could escape
The reality I face
Everytime I awake
To my life

I just needed some rest
From occupying the stress
That's left for me to acquire

So I can accomplish the tasks
That I have
With the energy left

I needed some more rest
Dyer

Broke another mirror
My face of ugly
Is devastating
My wretched flesh
With a terrifying texture
I am a monster
Under my own bed
Inside my own closet
Wearing claws
And fanged jaws
A wreck of havoc
A ruination of habits
Reflected in the mirror
My kiss toxic
How could she press
So deep into my soul
Her lips buried into the depths
Of my miserable control
I am a beast and she is the beauty
Of this old tale told

Of this old tale told
I am a beast and she is the beauty
Of my miserable control
Her lips buried into the depths
So deep in my soul
How could she press
My kiss toxic
Reflected in the mirror
A ruination of habits
A wreck of havoc
And fanged jaws
Wearing claws
Inside my own closet
Under my own bed
I am a monster
With a terrifying texture
My wretched flesh
Is devastating
My face of ugly
Broke another mirror

Transformation

I saw a butterfly change back
Into a caterpillar

Anti metamorphosis
Was a backward mask
Of a record player

And all her colors
Faded back into a green exterior
I watched her inch forward
Noticing her wings would no longer carry her

And at that moment she knew she'd have to buy alot more shoes

I asked her why she changed back
Maybe she didn't like to fly
Or the way her colors portrayed her
perhaps

She said what is the difference
In what you're looking at
Do you not find beauty in each way I dress
Has it changed my laugh

But what about change
And what about
Growth I said

Then she replied that's exactly what I did

I changed by not changing at all
I didn't prefer the flight to the way I crawl

I fought nature with all my creature
To be myself

I am a caterpillar
Not a butterfly at all

She gave me a kiss
But it was Hershey's

And I ****** on it
With a loud slurping

I told her I loved chocolate
And this could be you
If you really wanted

She gave me a kiss
But it was her lips
And I ****** on it
Like it was Hershey's

I told her I loved chocolate
So she gave me some more droplets
I put her in my mouth
And ****** on her every ounce

Until she melted

She smiled at me

Shot laser beams
She dropped her glass slipper
Purposely

She knew I would have to find her
The next day

But she should have dropped her phone number
To make it easier on me

She was a tender Cinderoni
And every time she smiled
It ****** me

I felt high
When I looked into her eyes
For she knows I drown
Everytime I see them

Father
Almighty God
Empower me with strength
Cure my insatiable weakness
Through Christ

You were standing in the corner
Of my eye

I heard you rambling on
About the reasons why
You changed

You were a year of seasons
Ending in a cold December

How I missed your summer face

Before it would Fall in Autumn

You used to have Spring in your step

That seems to have disappeared
And while you were standing in the corner
Of my eye

It rained

I saw the climate change
Right through my eyes
Maybe the government does need
More of my money
So they could turn it off

Raindrops kept falling on my head
They kept falling

Reminded me of the old tune about it

They said the climate was changing
And we need to be afraid of the danger
The environment needs our money
Because were only going to live 12 more years

I saw the climate change
And all the politicians held out their hands
And said make a change to our benefit

First it rained
Then it snowed
there was hail

I just don't know
because the climate changed to hot
We used to call it summer
But now every news station calls it something other than what it is for a profit

how much would it cost
to change the climate to something you'd want

A mountain appeared  before a man
He said I'll climb it

When he reached the peak
He said the only thing that changed

was the climate

The darkness pulls down her eyes
It wraps around her heart with thorns
And crys wicked knives

Piercing through the thrusts
That stabbed her life
She bleeds inside
A victim of the night

She sat down on the jack O lanterns porch
Staring at the torch
Inside him flicker

This was the only light
Shining in a goblins bite
Yet the darkness kept pulling down her eyes

It was quicker
Than her sight
And cloaked with a dagger
Penetrating fright

Slicing at the throat of candle
She shivered down her spine
And as her mind grew sicker
The darkness grew bigger
Than the flame that melted in the fire

She was blind
And her eyes bled the sight
That the darkness pulled down
In her desires

I was rewinding the clock
All those ticks that talked
Trying to turn back time
But the hours climbed
And I ran out of months

Yesterday's laid in cemeteries
With flowers on their memories
But all of sudden today forgot

That for all the tomorrows
There would only be sorrows
For all the yesterday's lost

Yet I find
A cold sky
A lost soul
In a mirror
Of time
The clocks face is mine
And yet I find
The end of the line
Inside
All these gears keep turning
Ticking toward the warning
Alarm
And yet I find
I was awake the whole time
Staring into a space
That conquered my mind
The room wasn't spinning
It was my eyes
They were so focused on quitting
Life
Yet I find
Myself crawling
However I wanted to climb
But I'm on the floor of falling
Hardly alive
I don't want to die
But I just might give it a try
Yet I find
Myself stalling
Hoping for a different calling
Than falling on a knife
The sky is so cold
And the mirror just told
My soul a lie
And as the second hand
Whispered to the minutes
How he wished the hours would die
I heard the chime

What do you believe in
Said a man
As he pondered his thoughts with crayons

Coloring like a kid
The pages of what he cannot understand

He said he believed in nothing
That this world came from man
And the history of evidence
Wasn't enough for him

Every one believes in something
Who created our hands
Father and Mother
From who created them

It's not rocket science
Reproduction since when
For who created the big bang
And who colored them

What do you believe in
Said a man
Drowing in his denial
In the quickest of sand

The battle in his head
The answer in his land
He refuses to believe the Truth
That born the plan

A man said
You believe in
Where you stand

For it is the foundation
Of where you'll end

Covetousness
What's wrong with a little lust
For what I love to wish

?Does it equal happiness

What if I desire to be the tiniest camel
And walk through the eye of a needle
With a gold filled chalice

Should I strive to be poor
And not want more
Than to never give

To live in a shack
Rather than a palace

Shall I covet
And want more of it
To put a smile on my feckless face
Or be worth less

Am I so greedy
To want what I'm needing
To live

Covetousness
Then tell me what to wish
If there is no desire of this world
A man could kiss

If all the riches are in heaven
A hundred fold given
Then what are we doing
on this earth futilely living

;

For a man wants more
As his nature is attracting
What his flesh is asking
But tell me
What's so wrong
About wanting
What makes you happy

Now I ask
?What is money
Something everyone needs

Men say it's sweeter than honey

And as the offering plate
Passes me by
I covet the earnings

More than my pastor

Crime
In the city
It finds time
To plenty

It takes no pity
When it steals
Your pennies

It lies
In the cheats

It cheats in the lies

Eyes repeat
What it needs
To survive

In the streets

Crime eats
It devours greed
At the speed
Lust bleeds

I see it creep
And speak through teeth

In the cities
In every state
It breeds politicians
And news fake

Crime
In the deepest state of mind
In the city
In your lives

It climbs at a rate
Too high to take
When we find
It's committed
By the ones we've paid

Crime
Is something
We know

Won't ever go away

An Artist
Suffers
the hardest
Work
Pumping colors
Through his
                  And others
Look

At the way he brushes
The rivers brook

The flow of water
In rainbows colored
Gobbledygook

He rides his unicorn
Palet in arm
In a pink suit of velvet
And metaphors

But he suffers the hardest
As the artist of
Ridicule

I am a shadow
Dark figured
Behind a light shone
Targeting an arrow

I am a silhouette
Hitting the bulls eyes
Darting toward the targets
Intellect

I am the casted
Out of
Behind
Where I hid

In the direct
          Shone

          Introspect

I am a wall puppet

In the darkest harbors
Your eyes
Float the waters
And I'm drowning
In the motions
Of push and pull

Man overboard
Leaping from the plank
You walked him toward
And your eyes
Looked over
Where he sank

To the bottom of love
And anchors away
Away
He'll be floating
Without a lung to breathe

If he could only change peace
And get some rest
In the belly of abyss
On the deepest bed
He could free his lungs
From the beg
Of Gods breath

If looks could ****
He'd already be dead
As rock bottom
Cradled his sunken head


And just stared...


In the darkest harbors
Her eyes slaughtered
Everything in their path

    Now you're floating
In davy jones locker

In the

Deepest

              Darkest

                 Death

It was a cold burn
Piercing through flesh
The temperature shivered
With cold breaths

It was an aberration
Of happenstance
A bullet abject abstruse
Yet adamant

The harrowing set
Was a scene set furtive
Said grandiloquent

It was a smoking gun
From a hypochondriac
Speaking exorbitant words
In hopes to exonerate
Explicitness flagrant

In a sanctuary city

Facilitating fait accompli
A Blase' bureaucracy
Brusque and dernier cri

It was a deleterious empirical
Fight for a miracle

Shown as a harbinger

With all disregard
Hoist with one's own petard

He came with sword
Sheild and spear

He came a giant
With hate and fear

He came with evil
In an armour
For fighting

But I came
With the Lord
     Almighty

Day dream

Up
Away

Butterfly
    Wings

Honey so sweet

Day dream
I can taste your lips

And I think
I'm dreaming

Up
Away

Butterfly
    Wings

Just what I'm thinking
When I saw you

Daydream
I'm asleep

Yet I'm awake

          Anyway

I
Think
  I'm

   Dreaming

The end of the daze
Awaits
The heart of face
Buried alive in his grave
The other side of the fence
Begs for green
As death begets
The man
Through the armor
Of a Father husband
Gone and lost
In the cost of it
The cause
She was
The wrongest lips
The kiss of death
Will end the days
Of the minds myth
The heart of face
Beaten to a pulp
Under a chamber
Where bullets take
It all away
The end of daze
Awaits
The calendar of fate
Everything love made
Dies on the day
Earth claims
Dust to the dust
He came
And purpose
Will lay instead
Of the forever
they vowed to make
The good times
Share the memories
In the sublime
Aftermath of tendencies
A sacrifice paves the way
To recoveries
A smoking gun
Leaves the hand of the lamb
And now theres peace
The end of days
Has come to save
Everything from
All the pain
It reaps

Your eyes opened
And saw the sun in the sky floating
It was too bright to stare at the light
But you stood there hoping
It was the last time
You've awoken

The night came
And fell on your name
A blanket of darkness
Tucking you in

You laid there sleeping
As morning came creeping
You arose weeping
Because it wasn't the last time
You were seeking

Another sunrise
In the worlds demise
Of evil beings
You're still alive

Yet the sun killed the night
And your dreams

To live
To die
To live in another place
You could wake to peace

Comes nigh

And you await
Another days fate
Hoping you won't awake
The next time

Tick
         Tock

        As the Suns clock

Waves its last goodbye

Walking along these streets
I hear the birds tweet

As people post what they think
I heard the news fake

And people take

            Seriously
False narratives
Continuously

I look over my back
And back my over

For every movement
At this point is covert

As I stride along
People and pawns

I check the mate
And take the queens arm

On this chessboard of war
For time and it's law

I've been walking along these streets
But maybe I should

Run

Some decisions are hard to make

Some may not understand
Why
They're made

Maybe one may cost a life
Or hurt your pride
In what's believed

Some decisions
Really just don't matter

Either road taken
Could end in the same
Placement
Or disaster

Some decisions are hard to make

Pulling the trigger
Or saving the whole mess

Some may not understand
Why they're made

Swallowing the waves
She swam into the grave

She didn't know how deep
She was

It's all too late
Because nothing can change

What she gulped

Washed upon the shore
A whale once more

Full of the sea
She flopped

Hoping somehow
The Gods would allow

Her life
To miraculously
Come back

I gave a peace of my mind
With a portion of truth
To **** the lie
But you wouldn't subscribe
Because the piece that puzzled
Your try
Couldn't swallow the pride
You held inside
Whatever you decide
I will be right here by your side
To lift you back up
When you fail to listen to advise

How did it all turn out

Did you dare to be happy
Have comforted yourself
Did you find your smile
Are you comfortable now
Did you revel in success
Did you buy the biggest house
Have you made yourself beautiful
Did you expand your wealth
Are you happy
With how everything turned out
Do you have enough

What do you want now ?

Do you have enough
With how everything turned out
Are you happy
Did you expand your wealth
Have you made yourself beautiful
Did you buy the biggest house
Did you revel in success
Are you comfortable now
Did you find your smile
Have you comforted yourself
Did you dare to be happy

How did it all turn out

The devil whispers in my ear
Love and ever things I hear

Licking my lobes
And kissing my fear

The devil whispers
Would I dare

To listen

I see colors
At the disco
With so many others
Eyes kaleidoscopic
With mirror *****
Reflecting lights
And rainbow optics
I slip slide away
In a collage of music
And disarray
I see colors
With ebullient others
Popping champagne
I'm dousing and drowning
In a crowd of party
Wondering if it all is just a dream
I see colors
Capricious and smothered
In a cacophony of sounds fecund
With laughter in a feeling
Of floating in outer space
What was I drinking
What did I take
I'm dancing in propinquity with blue unicorns and pink elephants while my temerity flickers
In glow sticks and bottles of tanqueray
I see colors
And geometrical shapes
I should have been absteimous
But I couldn't resist
The munificent veracity
Of entertainment begging for my daze
Oh I see colors
At the disco
With so many others
Improvident and care free
I'm having so much fun
And I don't ever want to leave
Or awake
What was I drinking
What did I take
I can't feel my face
I was wondering if this was heaven
Or if these clouds were fake
All these women crowding me
Which one is my mate
I see colors
In another state
With so many others
Trying to erase
Reality and everything it takes

She knifed my heart
In just a few words
She said everything
I didn't want to hear

And she was happy

I casually took out the knife
   This had happened before
                And I knew what to do
When you're cut on the inside

Just mentally close your eyes
           So you wont see her lips
And mentally close your ears
           So you won't hear shidt

Smile and tell her you agree
And support everything she just said

About somebody else
You wanted to be

So bad

Drawing crowds
I'm the painter in the park
Where no one is around

I'm painting the trees
     In the silent sound

            And the breeze
Under the birds wings
         Is wondering
Where everbody is

I sat there brushing fades
                       And texures
In the nature of myself

   I stared at the canvas
And saw the big picture
                       With my signature
Insignificant to how it would sell

          Drawing crowds
The skinny of invisible
  Scribbled in spirals
Downward falling up

      I painted so equivocal
With an assidous passion
That oscillated
Back and forth

Yet I couldn't draw a crowd
      With faces homeostasis
In any need to stick around

    It appears it's ineluctable
I'm a fruit that's a vegetable
Someone planted in a wound
               That wouldn't sprout

   And I'm a cartoon
Animated in a cell
Of pomegranate and pale

                                I'm a hotel
Thats sleeps on the weekend
When everyone comes to town

I'm the street when your knees
       Fall and scrape the ground

                                  I am the crowd
Assembling at the foot of my doubt

I could never draw anything
              With a hope to help
              Anyone out
              Drawing crowds

Drawing flies

Sinking in the deepest of ****
Feeding your maggots
So you could survive
When you wish you could die
Instead of live

Drawing flies

Smelling like ****
You sink deeper into it
Developing habits

Drawing flies

Feeding your maggots
Breeding your lies
On rotten garbage

You wish could die
But some how you manage
Looking like ****
Sinking into its damage

You're Drawing flies
When you should've flushed the toilet
You went for a ride

Now your living in the sewer
Smelling like manure

You wanted die
Maybe you should do it

Because your drawing flies
And the tears you cry
Just won't wash away
Everything your doing

You're drawing flies
Living in the sewage
***** in a lie
And its too late to try
Because you're just a guy
Who **** on his life

And stepped into the image

Foraging
Through the atmospheric
Forest green
I found the fruit and vegetable
Of nourishment
On a cloud shaped tree
There it was dangling
In the star lit morning
Under my conscious dream

While I floated outside of my being

Answers for the cancers
That mauled and screamed
Cures for the homosaphien
Strength for the weak
I filled my basket
And both my cheeks
I saw the future standing
On the passing steets
Directing the traffic
That ran over me
I began to wake up
And lose what I'd seen
So I grabbed my pen
And recollected
This memory

#9
Number nine
Down the spine
Of sublime algorithms
And unconscious mimes
Picking at the brain
With a vultures dine
Dinner for nines
Times nine
81 times
I eight one
It tasted like knives
Where was my dream
Of honey bee hives
Replaced by a scheme of numbers
Beelined
Foraging
Through the atmospheric
Forest darkening
Searching for a light
That could shed some sight for me
I found some fireflies
Floating in the iris eyes
Thankfully hoping
They could lead me to Jesus Christ
#9
Number nine
I woke up to the scene of crime
I saw me in the mirror
Gulity of living life
Forgive me for sinning
Of everyday and time
I was just out foraging
For something encouraging
And found many things
Multiplied
#9
Number nine
Oh! How I'm
A victim
Of my own demise