Frogs in a jar
  Twisted lids

And pinned

Open me up
And dissect
My ins

I'm a great example
               Green and
                          Red
     Frogs in a jar
I am one of them

You can study my
                       Guts
And take apart each one
             To see how I live

And what each one does

  Look inside me
Rip out my heart

Science knows

           I am
Just a frog
With many warts

Twisted my lid
   Pin me down
  Cut me open
Figure me out

I'm a great example
                Green and
                           Red

It only cost my life
  For yours to have

Charcoal eyes
Dipped in red
Chocolate flesh
Melting on my lips

Who made the night
Who hung the stars

They were all aligned
            In a lovely form

Temptress whispers
In fashion and force
Made their entrance
With passion adorned

Charcoal eyes
    Mesmerized

The way her dress
   Had hypnotized...

I
         dyed
                    in
                         red

And I cried for more


Who made the night
Who hung the stars

How
       could
                 my
                         dream

                     Be yours

Lost in the highways lights
Driving town to town
Dropping off the pieces of time
That make memories

Sometimes the lights
Get blurry
And the lines fade away
And you forget what highway your on
And which lane
Your supposed to be in





Laughing
Coughing
Drinking wine

Lost in the highways lights
Shining in your eyes
Driving yourself crazy
While swerving into time

You look for the exit
You're supposed to find
And you just keep driving on

For miles

°I drowned in her eyes

She took my breath
And there was nothing left

For lungs°

She cut me with her lips
Stabbing my heart with her kiss

Yes!

She was gorgeous
Dropped dead

I noticed this ~
Wasn't going to be easy

Words
      Whispers
      Encountered
      Gossiping mouths
       Shamed

Her lips were the dagger
That ripped through the stagger
Of my bleeding heart

When she dug them deep
Inbetween the beats
I could feel the pain
Pierce through me sharp

And in her voice
I heard the choice
To swing her sword
And cut me down once more

Grasping at the last piece left
She wanted to take her daggers
And stab the last bit

Her lips were a dagger
And she was the baddest habit
That everyone wanted to have it

When she kissed me I was on another planet
And after that I kissed her back
And stabbed her with something a little bit shorter

We were like jack rabits multiplying
Our ****** attractants
With satisfactions vibrating
At the rate of *******

I kissed her lips and she stabbed them
With the passion of never giving them back
By sticking daggers in em'

Liquor

Her
licks tastes like ***

Tasty tongue

I don't need the bottle
When i can pour me her

Lick her love
Get me drunk
Liquor all night
Till the morn

I'm a drunkard
Wanting more

Grab me another bottle of her
Liquor

Until I've drank it all
Drunk on loves alcohol

Taste like ***
In her mouth
I don't need a bottle
When i can pour her out

Liquor
All afternoon
Lick her tongue
All I've consumed

I'm a drunkard
She's my *****
Stumbling around all day
She's the bottle i choose

Liquor tongue
Tastes like ***
Lick her
all night long

Hanging by a thread
Waiting for that break
You know you'll fall
With increased weight

Hanging
By a thread
Looking at the end
As you lose grip
And faith

You fall

But there is no ground
To catch your fate
You keep falling
Into the black hole
Of your mental state

In this fabric of space
Your gravity is pulled
Through the emptiness

Falling without any floor
You wanted more
Than you could take

This is you

And you're nothing
More than a fleshy face
Hanging by a thread
Between life and death
As you draw each breath

And wait

Somewhere in this deep
Your name awaits
To be called by the only one
Who knows what's Great

And as you remain in your number
You fear and wonder
Why you were made

Hanging by a thread
You lose your grip
Over
    and over again

Then it breaks

And there is nothing to reach for
Except the Law

Which takes

Your gravity
Into a super massive black hole
With enormous power
To erase

It is there
Where you'll find true hapiness

Where you cease to exist

From what you were made

Looking at me
Back
The strands of your
Flaxen hair arching back
I remember the way
Your eyes tied
And twisted my mind
Into everything I liked
I was blind
But I felt everything with my hands
And I tasted you on every fingertip
I had
Where did you go
Where you at
Lookin back
At me
Turn your head
You've changed the color of your hair
And the feeling in your heart
I remember the way you were
And how I wished you'd change back
Until I found someone else
Who could be
Everything you couldn't be next
To me
Lookin at me
Back
The strands of brunette
Took my hands and made me forget
You were ever here to collect
My brokeness
And everything she fixed
Was on the list of everything you'd neglect
So I say you this goodbye
From  the smile off my lips    
I don't ever want to see you again
Lookin back
at me

I guess I'll dye my hair blue
I'll be the color
Of the rarest moon

When the black powder plumes

I'll be the moonlight
That shines through

Casting shadows
Creeping around crawls

Following the alley cats
Pernicious prowls

I comb my hair with a fish comb
A blue wave over my wisdom

I guess I'll dye
In the azure sky

At the end of the fireworks
Kissing

Turning out the lights
Pulling the covers of sleep
Over the eyes
Staring into the black
Colored thoughts arrive
In visions of dreams
That reality never has
Snuggling pillows
Is better than the lover
You used to have
Keep your eyes closed
You don't need another hope
To die alone
Fold your hands
Hang your head on the rope
Of loneliness
Your dream is gone
And so are you
Turn the lights out
And float in the hope
That someday
Love is more
Then than pain it scarred

She ate my eyes
When she found out they were edible
After looking at her all night

It was the way her dress
Clinged to the way her curves bent

I couldn't turn away my thoughts
or my rubber neck

She ate my eyes
And I gladly fed her a kiss

It was love at first bit

The dress came off
And I was lost in her flesh
I was mesmerized by
the softness of her feminine

The way she ate my eyes
I fed them as grapes
With the taste of wine
She loved to sip

Love is blind
and I don't mind
Feeding my eyes
To her appetite

My masquera drips
Onto sticky lips
Colored black and red
They mix with tears of death
And losts breaths
They ran
All my make up
And messy break ups
I can't stand
I'm a broken man
My lipsticks
Hold my head
All my makeup smears
With a womans tears
My face is mirrored
What do I look like now
An unpainted growl
I'm a dog
Beat down
All of my make up
Tears of a clown

Where is this beholder of the eye
Beauty seen by
While ugly is faced with the lie
There is a beholder somewhere
Who would love the inside
Searching but we cannot find
The right makeup of perfect couture
And design
Carve me a face sculpted like my mind
Shape me a heart like a lovers Valentine
Behold me the eye
Of beauty
Someone
That could love mine

I keep on falling

Falling out of sunshine
   I found the darkeness

It all surrounded

And I started falling
Toward the hole

Downard spiraling
I heard you call me

But I was falling out

Falling out of sunshine
                             Into fault

Everything I wanted
Got someone else

As I was falling
         Falling out
        
And Everyone saw me
                Hit the ground

Now I'm crawling

In and out
Of darkness

With no one around

I
keep
          crawling
For
Some way out

I keep falling

Falling out of sunshine

                Into hell

And I'm burning

      Miserable

All I wanted
  Was your help

You gave me an apple

                            And I fell

It wasn't chocolate
Or the skinny of waist
That melted in my mouth
And left sugar on my taste

Salivating

It wasn't the desire
Or the action taking

It was fate

That left me in candy
And smothered my face

I needed something to blame
On the falling of your dress
And the way your mouth dripped
Color on my lips
In kiss and paste

Gluing your body against my
Wanting to never seperate

It wasn't chocolate
Melting away
Or the skinny of waist
My hands felt
When I ate

I needed something to blame
When you came
And quivered in fate

I knew it wasn't chocolate
But it was cake

Walking along the side of life
I looked at the stride
And tried to pace it with time

It was running so fast
I couldn't catch up
And I fell behind

I was just too slow
So I gave up trying
And I sat down
In the middle of the road
While it passed me by

Then it called me an old man
When it left me to die

But I had a plan
With my bible in hand
There was a victory inside

Walking along the side of life
I decided to walk with Christ
Then Gods kingdom
Became eternally mine

And when I crossed the finish line
The Angels sang a chorus divine

To God be the glory!
For this is HIStory!
In the race of a man

He then raised my hand
And said my son
You didn't lose to life

         You won!

Every day gets heavier
N it's hard to lift

All this weight is
Crushing me

N my strength has left

I wanted to lean on you
But no one was there

I just fell
       N fell

N I'm still here

Every day gets heavier
My legs can't carry it

I hit rock bottom
N now I'm under it

All this weight is crushing me
These pounds of energy
Sweating through the pores
Of my flesh fervently

I'm exahausted
N it's hard to want this

If this is all that there is

Every day gets heavier
How much longer could I carry her
Before she crushes my exterior
Into my interior

N here comes one more day
To add one more brick of weight

Into a collapse of my survivability

You keep fooling around
With my heart again
You keep messing around with my heart ache
Every time I see you
You keep playing around
Making me look like a clown
Again

Because I'm a fool for you
And everything you do

To harm me

It's just the way it has to be

The way you fool around with my heart
The way you drag it out
You keep foolin' around
With my heart beat

Every time I think about
The way we used to have it
Love in our hearts
In our hands
Our hands
We were surrounded

Until you fooled around with my heart
And left it abandoned

You keep fooling around
And making me a mad man
The way you played my heart
And made it thought
It was wanted

You kept fooling around with my heart
But now it's gone out
Somewhere else
      In loneliness
Because you keep fooling around
Making it look foolish
But I'm not sticking around
For any more frowns
Or heartache

That's just the way it has to be
They way you fooled me
                   Into thinking

You loved me

You kept fooling around with my heart

Now it's...
                broken

A small wind blew over my doldrum skin
As I laid there in erosion

Withering back to the dust I came from

Each day another break from my face
Another shed of human remains
Is giving into the future

The creeping take of time
Follows behind the sun in a cosmic circle

The rise of morning
The fall of night
My blood flows through the encounter of life

I stay here breathing more destiny
Inside my coffin of fate
I'm still unsure of where am I

~

I'm still unsure of where am I
Inside my coffin of fate
I stay here breathing more destiny

My blood flows through the encounter of life
The fall of night
The rise of morning

Follows behind the sun in a cosmic circle
The creeping take of time

Is giving into the future
Another shed of human remains
Each day another break from my face

Withering back to the dust I came from

As I laid there in erosion
A small wind blew over my doldrum skin

When I die
And the earth cries
I'll be seeing without eyes

In the blindest dream
Maybe I'll realize

Real eyes have no need
Floating in white light
I'll see the prisms of my Gods

A new spectrum of colors called
New life

I'm goin' to crystalize
Into a body I've
Never put on
But dreamed about
When I
Was alive

When I cried
My neurological
Schizoaffective
Illusions of blue skies
Fell upon my hide

I hid behind my flesh
After ******* the breast
As a babe into adult lust
I died

Everything I've ever needed
Wasn't where I breed in

It was in a peace too far above
A homosapiens confabulation
Where the memories disintegration
Fade into the past of relations
That never mattered
Too much

When I die
The payment of what it cost
For a Gods Son to save mine

Will belie
The worth of what I
Became
            For sight

I saw that dress
             You wore
         On another girl
That loved me more

If maybe just for a minute
                           It lasted four

A different highway
                      Of curves

Without directions

                Same black dress
With different attractions

I calculated it all

Additions
                    Subtractions

The way she moves
   Versus your habits

            Same black dress
With ridiculous passion

Capricious
                       ******
       Advertisement

Mmm¡

           The way she walks
     That black dress talks
About how you're nothing

                 And me she wants

Every step of that mellifluous dress
Was melodic and harmonic
                   With the way I drift

     That dress you wore
On some other woman
              Some other lady

Obsequious to my roar

Gallavanting around town
                                On my arm

I saw that dress
             You wore
On another girl

And that's how I
Forgot your name

My lips are moving but there's no sound
I've gotta room at the top of the world tonight
But I ain't coming down
I'm in the half life of my disintegration

Fading out

The end is meeting the beginning
And I'm screaming out

The silent sound

Why am i here
And who dared allowed

Zippin' my lips
Cover my mouth
I am a sinner
And no ones proud
Who let me in here
To be crowned

A dunce in the corner of the world

Who is responsible for my fall
Why would a creator
Create me at all

I've gotta room at the top world
Tonight
But I ain't coming down
My lips are moving but there's no sound

My God can you hear me
At all

What am I here for
And how many more days
Do you want

What kind of designer
Would design my fault
And stick me in a demons
Blackened heart
Why would you cage me
In the devil's world
And smash my heart
By a beautiful girl

My God
My Lord

What? could you possibly want me for¡

Free candy
Come and take a swipe

Rub it on your sweet lips

             But don't you bite

Licking and *******

On free candy

A little sugar
   A little high

Taste so good
With carbohydrates

It's free
It only cost your time
             To take a piece
                  
                         And yum

Falling off
The edge of the world

Dropping down
To the emptiness
Into the void
Of lost consciousness

Falling

Off the edge of the world
Dropping down
To the emptiness
Into the void
Of lost consciousness

Falling

Off the edge of the world
Dropping down
To the emptiness
Into the void
Of lost consciousness

Falling down
Dropping
Off the edge of the world
Into the empty void
Of consciousness

Lost

Falling off
The worlds edge
Dropping down
To the emptiness

Falling off
The edge of the world

Dropping down
To the emptiness
Into the void
Of lost consciousness

Falling
Off

The edge of the world

He lays like a lion
She hugs like a bear
And they didn't care
About their different fur

It's a jungle out there
Tigers and fear
It's so much worse
Than the wild in them

He had a mane like a lion
She had fuzz like a bear
And they didn't care
About the hide they wear

No they didnt care
About who they were

Together

The only thing that mattered
Was each other
Trying to reach forever
With different endeavors

He was the king of the jungle
She was the grizzliest bare
Laying naked together
Honey was shared

And as the world stared
Their hearts paired
For they didn't care
What the looks mirrored

Two lovers
Different breeds
Wearing different colors

They only cared about loving
One another

He was a lion
She was a bear
He had a roar
That her growl repaired

They didn't care
What the world declared

For they were here for eachother
And the world was just another

Fanfare

I grew a flower
It sits on the table
In a vase with water

It took so much time to grow
To watch it wither so slow

Each petal fallen
Watches my wrinkled skin

Which one of us will fight
To the end

She was inside a bottle
Of Tanqueray
Mixing in a variety
Of lingerie
I was holding her in my hands
Looking through the glass
I saw her dancing
I couldn't help but stare
At her body in the bubbly
She was so ******
A mixture of gin and tonic
I captured in a bottle

She wore these glass slippers
That matched her dress

And I could see through her transparent zippers

Her flesh

She revealed her beauty concealed
Behind a wide smile
While her eyes killed

And she smelled like a lilac kiss

She must've read my mind
Because she knew my wish

As we slide across the ballroom dance
We marinated in the romance

But after the song dissolved
The clock struck twelve

And she left

I told her it was her eyes i liked
And the way her hair shone in the sunlight

But I lied

It was her lips
And the way she kissed
That left me weak in the knees
And made my heartbeat quick

I liked the feel of her waist
Even better than way she'd taste

Feeling her curves
Pressing against my nerves
While i was lost in her gaze

Into my ears
I heard a soft whisper

She said she loved the way i danced with her

That night at the ball
After midnight would fall
She'd be gone

Less a glass slipper

This isn't your style
But your here for a while
Wondering what it looks like
From a different side
Its like an extra pair of eyes
Seeing things in a different light of life
Shine
Words
Rhymes
Signs
Time
This isn't your style or mine
Dropped and cropped into a box
That fits a profile with pixels of dots
Connecting minds thoughts
Choppped
Diced
Cut
Sliced
And propped into an organizational plot
In theory the hypothesis is right and wrong
And each difference to each other ethically aesthetically formed
An axiological worth of value consisting the sum of a mathimatical rigour
Interactionism
Phenomenolgy
Verstehen
Philosophical verses
versus
Dictionaries and thesauruses versions
Of explorers excursions
What are you reading
And are you understanding
The paragraph and sentences of the courses
This isn't your style
I know this
But I hold this
Poetical knife to your throat
With the intent to cut it
Open
Mind
Eyes
Palms
Heart

Ears

LIFE

She was ambidextrous
With both hands she kneads
A man's bread Into biscuits
She was delicious
Warm with buttered kisses
But she melted into the prison
Of a maids kitchen
She served him like a slave or a victim
She was his mom without kissing
He was a boy not a husband giving
And this how they're living
Everyday mom serving
Washing and cooking and working
While she died in the hurting
He proved he was better off
With a maid than a girlfriend
And his wife was there only to care for the children
Don't allow love to share a role that involves
Serving without hugging or ****** affection
A women is ambidextrous working both roles With two hands of a mother and mistress
If all men can understand and respect the role of a woman
They can put down their hand
and stop the woes of feminine
By being the strength they depend
To keep continuing to be subservant
And genuine and possibly provide an occasional ******

I took a picture of you last year

Us

Playing in the snow
And I noticed a smile in one of them

It was under the laughter we created
Building a snowman

We were laughing at his buttons
And carrot nose we brought to clothe him

I haven't seen you smile like that once
This year

Because this year was the worst
We've ever known here
Or anywhere

And when you came home
And unpacked your semi automatic weapon
You threw your bullet proof vest on my desk
And said they deserved it

The news shape shifted into the narratives
They selected

And there was a war against guns

Because your crime had nothing to do
With your mental illness
Or the reality you came to
When you thought about shooting everyone

That poor gun needed some medications
So it could've controlled the retaliations
And learned how to be a much better one
With its choices

In another rotation
The same circle
Hanging in the atmosphere
In the same gravitational relation
Spinning and spinning faces
Every being in its placement
In a war of deterioration
To each his own spiritual mutation
Believing in the satisfaction of their taking
Man and his moon
In a universe of spacing
Running a race of human pacing
Another sun sets

In the days erased here

Another sun sets
Running a race of humans pacing
In a universe of spacing
Man and his moon
Believing in the satisfaction of their taking
To each his own spiritual mutation
In a war of deterioration
Every being in its placement
Spinning and spinning faces
In the same gravitational relation
Hanging in the atmosphere
The same circle
In another rotation

I could write another bite on your neck
And sink my words like fangs
Into your flesh
What would it mean
To you this time
After everything I've said
The way I've danced with alphabets
And letters fancied in dress
I could watch the blood pour down
The piercings over the drool I left
What would it mean to you
All that you've read
I've poured a glass of consonants
Over some ice cold vowels
And stirred it with my pen
You drank it all
And now you're a mess
Stumbling around a drunken wreck
Still taking shots of paragraphs
The bottle is empty I tell you
You're high on the cheap stuff
I should have warned you
You're going to throw it all up