Many times I put this pen to this blank paper, and many times it remains blank
  I try to write how I'm feeling but all I can think of are his blue loving eyes
  All I feel is love, warmth that used to radiate between us while we laid on the couch
  How it felt to be held close to his chest and kissed on the top of the head
  Look up to see that playful smile and we are engulfed with love
  But that was over a year ago, now I sit lonely on my bed
  You're never far from my thoughts
  Tears never far from my eyes.