Silent night fills the gallow,
Abyss lurking within the shadow,
Chilling breath decorate the air,
Eyes everywhere,
Blood rush pumping heart,
Adrenaline kicked in,
Anxiety and panic swarming my veins,
They called fear...

Remember remember remember,

Not all lights save lives,
Maybe, waiting for demise,
Nightmare carve a scar in me,
Branded curse haunt for every dream,
Sign of counted breath,

Remember remember remember.

Run and hide,
Leaving trail of prey,
That is my mistake,
Not to be repeat,
But the devil must know,
I'm always here,
And now I'm ready to face fear,
May the hunter become haunted.

There are countless ways to fail
but only several paths lead to success,
as I tried soo many times and yet failed each time and let time consume my action of wrongdoings
show me to the place of no beginning and ending

As I wanted the world to resolve in my way with planning and execution
but luck wasn't on my side.
That's fine.

Time keeps moving forward for things
I shouldn't and should've done
left me with lots of regrets.
I do keep asking myself,
is this the moment I'm looking for?

If it does, I will cherish it until my generation knows what happened.
Failure, success, sadness, happiness, everything.

shall be concluded in form of collected poems.
A few love it, many hate it.
Numbers of names unmentioned but known by action.
As a sentence but not a word,
situations that are not bound with the world’s law,
rhythm, not a song.
A melody ringing in your mind without a sound.

Dance of the silence.
With
The song of the night
Shall be remembered until the end of time
as life and all the things should be.

Even the flower bloom and withers
It can never be in the same place,
Some of the memories can never be replaced
Some of the stories can never be repeated,
The feat may be the same, but always at a different place,

If the world did not move, and the time stopped,
We'll never meet, never grow and never learn,

Since the real determination of value is time,
Different springs, different summers,
But still the same memories,
The day we've spent together is long gone,

Since the day we had in the past,
Is already more than enough for me,
Reminiscing it as the value keeps growing,

Aging like a fine wine,
Remain fresh in my vivid memories,
How could I forget,
The most precious pieces of my life?
Just like a silhouette on sunny days.

I don't want our memories be gone by the dust,
As the beauty remain not by lust,
But a synchronized beat of two hearts,
We may have a different melody or tune,
I believe we'll find a harmony in between soon,

Most of the day we feel living in a Disney movie,
On a certain moon we may feel like reading horror books,
We may fall in love just like the first sight of dawn, but a true love remains until the last dusk.

Leaving trails of legacies,
As fairytale wasn't just a story,
Rather fate can be choose,
The destiny remain the same,
For love can never be replace.

On endless nights,
we are looking at the same sky,
as the feeling of you still close to mine,
I just can't stop believing
you're somewhere out there waiting,
shine the brightest in oblivion space,

Once a red beating heart,
Left with the void filled with emptiness,
The warmth used to linger around my finger,
Distinguished with frozen soul,
The world still black and white,
As I succumbed in the cold wind,
Struggle not to lose my last piece of sanity,
To the fantasy ceased to exist from reality
This endless slumber to find you in the thousand dream,
Wish for existence of you never fade,

From this abyss of despair,
As the last breath of mine,
Will be yours,
For us to meet,

Once again..