There have been plenty of times that it should have happen
You’ve been telling me that it’s been playing on your mind
You tell you me you love me and baby you know you me
But you don’t give me what’s mine

Before you start making this more than what we know it is
Before you let your heart rock and roll
I have to feel it, feel it dancing on my soul
Let’s just move along and play our roles

I’m ready for what they call bliss
It’s taken so much time for this
Now slip on that tight latex
I want your ***

2/13/17
4:30pm

Just for one moment imagine life without light
Just for one moment you lose that reason to fight
Praying for those moment’s to return
Praying for that light that no longer burns

If you were her desert, then she was your sea
You need both to move forward
WE need both leaders to be
Most will understand me, even a young child can see

“Heaven is a kiss and a smile” sounds like a lovely nursey rhyme
But they were lyrics written by a great man
A man that changed the music rhyme
From then & till the end of time

02.08.17
3.50PM

Faith

Why is it difficult to deal with?
When we all know that this will come for us all
Maybe because we neglect to see the truth
Maybe that “Faith” we believed in was just a protocol.

Before this river became an ocean
Before this rock became our world
My foolish notion was flooded with our devotion
Of that “Faith, that slowly unfurled.

I was told “that I’ve got to think twice”
And that no one can out run times wrath
Even though time is forever spinning its dice
All we can do is have faith-a faith-a-faithhh

2/6/17

Yesterday I did something I haven’t done in a long time
I fell victim to her memories,
I know how that may sound
But let me tell you about my documentary.
I remember it so clearly
I believed in being so pure
But you moved me, changed me, severely
And I allowed it. I was alone & so insecure.
I want to blame you for the poison that pumps through my veins
But I know I that isn’t fair
You hurt me and I hurt you, what a shame
But our time isn’t now, so who cares.
Yet those memories still wander
In this locked vault where I’ve stored you
But sometimes the keys goes missing, so I wonder
Does my ghost still haunt you?

Never ask why

Every day I struggle and ask the man above, “why”?
Because for some reason this road I walk upon isn’t cut & dry
I see everyone around rockin’ & rollin'
I see everyone walking by.
I used to believe that everyone eventually gets a break
I used to believe that time will heal pain
Oh well, my mistake
I guess I learned to move forward and let the storm declare my fate.
Every day I used to struggle and ask the man above, “why”?
Now I realize he has more in store for me, no need to cry
I see myself happy
I see him by my side.

3/19/18

Let it be

It amazing how time fly’s by
I’ll never forget how this all started
You where there and so was I
You were shy and I was the “good guy”
That ended up broken hearted.

To be fair
The timing wasn’t there
To be fair
Our hearts were bruised & despaired
To be fair
We walked away in hope that we didn’t lose what we knew was rare.

Here we are now in this open sea
Now is our chance, now it’s our time to turn the key
I stand here before you about to bend the knee
Will you now, let it be?

It’s amazing how this all started
Never thought we’d let it come to this
I sent out a message to world when I was broken hearted
Then this lovely angel replied with emoji kiss

Our journeys may be different
Our stories may be scary
But those journeys taught us what we’re meant
Now OUR story will show the world who we want to marry

11/20/17