I just want to disappear

I want peace

I'm tired of living in this world

With full of Backstabber and synthetic people.

Sometimes, there were people who always lift me up

But as I see things now, I think they also disappear

They really proved that people *****.

It's when you need help, no one is there.

It's when you think that someone deserves you trust,

but they proved they don't.

It's when you're confused who is really true to you.

It's when you don't want to talk to anyone anymore.

Then you'll know that no one really deserves it.

Living in this world is ain't it fun anymore.

How I wish I can go somewhere

Where no one knows who I am; or what's my story

Where I can find people who are not like the people I used to be with.

If you know how thankful am I

For the supportive family,

For the friends who are always there.

Whenever I'm sad,

they're always there to make me happy.

Whenever I have problems,

They're always there to help me.

Whenever I cry,

there's always a shoulder to cry on.

Whenever I'm feeling down,

They're always there to lift me up.

Whenever I'm afraid of something,

They're always there to told me don't be.

Whenever I want to give up,

They're always there to give me strength to continue.

Life may be not perfect sometimes,

But with these people,

It feel it's perfect.

Maybe it has a lot of challenges,

But you're not always alone to face them.

How I wish they exist forever,

Because without these people,

My journey in this life wouldn't be meaningful.

Hi.

It's me again.

I don't want to bother you anymore.

But for the last time,

I'll say these things to you.

Just always remember,

I'm always here when you need me.

But as I see things right now,

I guess you don't need me anymore.

'cause you're already happy with them.

Sorry if I can't make it like 'em.

'cause I'm just a simple girl.

'cause I'm not rich.

I'm not a jolly person like 'em.

I'm not cool.

I'm not a person who's happy to be with.

But I'll say to you,

You can never find a girl like me,

Or a friend like me.

I'm hoping one day,

When you're not already happy with them,

You'll remember,

There's always a girl who's willing to be with you

Always.

It's been ten months since we started

New classmates, new teachers.

New classrooms,

New seatmates,

New memories to create with,

New challenges to face.

Everything is new.

I thought I wouldn't enjoy this school year

I thought I wouldn't miss this

I thought it wouldn't be unforgettable

But unfortunately, I was wrong.

In my years of high school,

this is the BEST section ever.

There may be a misunderstanding at first,

between our lovely teachers and us

but at the end, we are still one.

We had joined many competitions,

we had also faced many fights between each other

but still, our friendship is still the same.

We lost many speech choir,

we won a reader's theater,

we didn't make it to be on musical theater,

but we performed at runway.

Our teachers always hate us

because of our noisy classroom.

Our school year may not be perfect,

but the memories we created was absolutely perfect

that you will think at night

and realized that you don't want to leave the Grade 9 life.

But then, you have to let go in order for us to grow

Our journey may end today,

but friendship and memories last for a lifetime.

just like what our teacher said,

"in every beginning there's an ending,

but in every ending there's a new beginning."

maybe it's our time to say goodbye

to the beautiful things we had share with.

and say welcome to the new memories,

new classmates,

new teachers,

new classroom.

And also, to the new chapter

of our high school life.

She's on the window tonight



Staring at those lights



Looking at the stars that shines bright



Wishing that it will be alright



Her friends think she's happy



but they are the reason of her being unhappy



When she's with them, she felt she's not belong



All the time, she felt terribly alone.



While she's writing this poem, she's crying



Just like the rain outside that's pouring



She want to say this to someone



but the only person can understand her is no one.



She's tired; not just physically



but emotionally



tired because they always leave her



whenever they met someone better



She may not be a kind of friend



that's cool as their idols



but she can be their best friend 'til the end



and can be true at all.

It's 4:39,

And I'm thinking about you for the 99th time

Too much what if's on my mind

And still not fine.

Songs that we used to sing,

Made me stop from breathing

'Cause my heart is breaking

And I'm slowly drowning.

Maybe I still love you

And still into you.

But I know it's over

And there's no sense of writing another chapter.

So now, I'm saying goodbye

After so many times I try

Maybe it's now okay,

To stop it and walk away.