I wish there are some things that I can immemorize about you...
The way you walk, which you said is like a penguin, a cute one.
The way you laugh, and the sound of it.
The way you smile, which is the prettiest smile I've ever seen.
The way you move, which is sometimes unpredictable.
The way you hold my hand, and how it felt comfortable and perfect.
The way you would hug me, and how I would wish time would stop for a moment for us to stay that way.
The way you talk about the things you love, and how cute you look when you talk about them.
The way your eyes would fall off because you're tired and sleepy.
The way you curl up beside me, which made me feel safe and makes me forget about the world.
The way you touch your hair when you feel it becomes messy.
The way you listen to music, and how in love you are with the tunes blowing off your earphones.

Especially, I want to forget the way you kiss me, and how special it is. How wonderful it feels.
Because I know I'll never get to have another kiss as passionate as that.
A kiss that could ******* away.
A kiss that shows how much love we felt deeply for each other.

But mostly, I want to forget the way I have loved you.
I want to forget how much you mean to me.
I want to forget the way the butterflies in my stomach rambled when you utter the words "I love you".
I want to forget the pain.
I want to forget how painful it was to lose you.

I don't want to lose you.
But I did.
Now I want to forget you
But I can't.