Hopelessly Devoted

Mar 2015

Girl On The Wing

I stare at my feet
As I walk through the crowded hall
And think about you

Tears ***** my eyes
As my feelings well over

I miss you so terribly
And so deeply
I want to tell you that joke I heard last period
Or what I'm doing this Saturday
Or what I had for breakfast

But you are gone
And with every footstep
I hear your name
Swirl by in the voices of others.

Leaving me to wonder,
How can I be so alone in a place so full of people?

Hopelessly Devoted Jan 2015

Psychology ?

Psychologists say that you can only have a "crush" on someone for four
months, and after that you are considered "in love".

Can I really be in love with someone who I have:

NEVER felt his hand entwined with mine to see how they fit

NEVER leaned my head on his shoulder when I am feeling upset

NEVER been able to express the feelings that I have for him... because I am forced to suppress them

NEVER have I been able to hear his affection towards me...because it is not there

NEVER felt his lips being gently pressed on mine

NEVER felt that intense moment when he looks at me and I can feel his loving gaze upon me

NEVER have I been able to feel his hand around my waist,gently pulling me closer, the feeling that he would NEVER wanted to let me go

NEVER

So, how can I be in love with you if we NEVER were.

#love #it #is #really #there

Jan 2015

ratgirl

Love ***** III

Love *****,
Because I thought I'd finally moved on,
Until I saw your name appear on my screen.
I could've sworn my heart skipped a beat.

Hopelessly Devoted Jan 2015

Why ?

Feeling so emotional, but yet stone faced
why?
Because as soon as I show my emotions all of my nightmares will become a reality.
I will be alone, and she will gone from me forever
My childhood fear brought to a reality.

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