my biggest mistake
is being kind to everyone
but myself

our love is a joke

for you
I can be a fool

blinded
I can't hear it

you're full of tricks
I'm entertained

I'm convinced the sky is green
if you tell me

I'm a little off
loving you is surreal

you don't want to remember

let the thought haunt you now

you will remember

I'll remind you

you're so wrong

we don't deserve good

you're the biggest fool

stop your childish behavior

everyone is hurting around you

are you this selfish

remember

nothing satisfies you

I'll help you remember the truth

the memories burn you

Finally, we found a key.
Now we are looking for a door.

1233

Had I not seen the Sun
I could have borne the shade
But Light a newer Wilderness
My Wilderness has made—

I feel so broken
So lonely
So scared
My heart’s been broken so much
I’m impaired
Nobody wants to heal
My damaged heart
So it will just continue
To fall apart

The harshest reality
I have to face
Is in my mirror.