Sunshine's bright
Brighter than light
So sweet
I love to greet

Your happy I’m not…
These mental fights I have fought
Break me into shards
I feel like I'm behind bars

Do you love me
I can see your glee
I know its another girl
It hit me and now I’m in a blur

Hello are you there
Its pain I can’t bare
I don’t want to live like this
I’ll never get your loving kiss

The pain in my eyes are seen
The outsiders I see are very mean
I hate the hurt in my head
To be honest I wish I was dead

Hey I’m talking to you
You act like I’m a fool
I will never give up
Even if I look like a lost pup

Crying so much turned to blood
They thickened on my cheek like mud
My white dress stained red
My scene looked dead

I want to harm myself
I don’t want any help
I’m enraged with your hate
But, maybe thats my fate

Cut cut cut slit
Punch punch punch hit
Tie tie tie hang
Load load load bang

Dead

The world I live in
I wish it lasted a min
I hate the dark
It left me some marks

Do you even know
About all of the lows
Hey hows life
Oh I have deeply dived

Whats that? Go away?
I know Imma have to delay
Every scare you give
Makes you sad and not wanna live.

Wake up bright
Then the gets light
Your feelings turn dark
Who knows what larks

I’m dying inside
I can’t tell you why
I hate my life
I don’t know why I try

Fake people damage me
I fall on my knees
My heart can’t sing
My mind can’t think.

The blood you see
Is why you hate me
I’m not the girl everyone wants
And thats what haunts me.

Every time I breath
Every time I eat
I want to end it all
I just want to fall

I fall apart
Now I have no heart
I hate these feelings
My life is incomplete

My mind is lost
My eyes are glossed
I might as well go
Because they make me feel low

Let me tighten this rope
I have no hope
I dangle with no pulse
My life has come to a halt

Now that witnesser watch
They were wishing it was faux
Funny when you’re dead
When your lying on your bed

How people start listening
They act like they are missing
They act all hurt
When you’re buried in the dirt.

Nobody expected it
Now their throwing a fit
Was this meant to be
Was this supposed to happen to me?

Describe the meaning of love
First it seems beautiful like a dove
Its pretty as day
But, then it flies away

Seeing the dove doesn't last
Then you rewind the past
It sticks in your head
Until you honestly feel dead

Hear me out
I know your doubts
Love first seems real
But it's a false deal

Hey I don’t want you to die
If you do just fly
Hey, please stay living
I don’t like exhibiting

Hey, I miss you
I can help on what your going through
I care
I know life isn’t fair

Hold on please
This pain is only like a sneeze
It will come and go
I know you feel low

Your pain I can see
I have felt it in me
I know what your going through
I care

Let me wipe those tears away
Please don’t dismay
I want you to thrive
Even if that mean I drive

I'll go far and farther to help
I know what you have dealt
Hey you! I care
I see your eyes glare

Don’t go now
I couldn’t live, I don’t know how
Your my life
Your my height

I know if you have to go
You’ll never be low
I don’t want this to define
But, Goodbye…

Daybreak comes
Nighttime goes
Happiness rises
Sadness dies

I'm waiting for you
I don't know what I'll do...
I hear your heart drum
Your beautiful voice hum

I'm waiting for love
I'll be in the sky above
Soaring and then wait
Hopefully you won't