I’m scared you’ll hurt me
Just like he did
I’m scared to love you
What if you don’t love me back
I’m scared to let you in
What if it scares you off
I’m scared to open up
What if it makes you shut down from me
I’m scared to let you in
What if you just leave
I’m scared to show the real me
What if you don’t like what you see

I trusted you the most
Let you in
You never deserved my love
You never deserved our child
You are a player
Yet hid it under an innocent mask
You destroyed my outlook on love

You filled me with whiskey
Then started to get frisky
I told you to stop
But you wouldn’t listen
I jumped out of the car
You chased me all the way home
That night my heart turned to stone
This will forever be a demon I cannot tame

I Felt you growing inside me
Changing my outlook on life
I Remember when I first heard
I was so scared yet so happy at the same time
Despite all of the challenges I knew were coming my way I still couldn’t help but to just love you and be happy about creating my own little part of me
You were my child, you are my child
And there won’t ever come a day where I don’t think about you.
I know I have to let go of all of the pain, but the love I feel for you will always remain.
You will always be in my heart.
I love you forever