I have forgotten,
the words I used to say,
the feeling I used to have,
and the happiness I used to wear

all because took everything
the love I used to indulge in,
the comfort I used to relax in,
and the relationship that made my feel safe

now, I have felt the sadness of your happiness
how you smile from ear to ear,
how you laugh out of silliness,
and how tight your embraces are to her

so thank you for making me remember
how happy we were,
how lovely we were,
how blissful every moments were,
and how we used to be so true,
that how our honest hearts saved us from further misery

so please,
don't fall apart
do not feel bad for leaving,
do not feel bad for changing your heart,
do not feel bad for choosing to save yourself rather than us,
do not feel bad for loving her more than you did with me

because I may have forgotten
the words,
the feeling,
the happiness, but
our love will be the most fascinating nightmare,
our pain will be the most beautiful scar,
and you will be the most aesthetic art that's ever been mine