I’m Drowning
To the point of no return
But i feel as I’m not of your concern
You want some respect but that’s something you earn
Not something that is given freely

But let’s take a step back
And talk about this completely
Because I’d feel that you’d give up on me super easy
Because you’ve got some things bottled up to ya know
That sometimes you just need to let it flow

Did something happen in your past that i didn’t know?

I sit and think about the past few days
And how much your opinion of me weighs
On my fragile state of being
That I have a hard time agreeing
With the things you are saying

At this point I don’t get the person
You are portraying
One day you say it, the next it’s obsolete
Why does our friendship have to be so discreet?

They can post things about you but I can’t?
Or take a video without you knowing
Why do you grant them the things without exploding?

You’re not worth my time
Though I’d pick up at the drop of a dime
But not anymore , not since you closed that door

Ride or die
But we know that’s a lie
Feed me ******* , that’s okay
Though I found out the hard way

Loving you, my friend
Is the hardest thing I’ve had to do
Just look at the word, friend
Don’t you see theres always an end

I keep coming back hoping you’d see
Just exactly what you’ve done to me.