I feel
The wandering lights
Dancing through
My mind
All in the sky
Leaving the world behind
I can go
Feel it for myself
The autumnal wind
The shadow of the trees
The salty sea
The brilliant lights of the sun
A thought
Goes through my mind
What if
I could see the wandering lights
That I see in my mind?
The wonder in the sky?
What if
It was all true?
I chase those
In my head
Almost catching them
Just a bit more
Those wandering lights
I see them
I close my eyes
I see those
Those wandering lights
The wonder in the sky
Don't you too?
Just a touch
The sparkle
In your eyes
When you see
Lights
Close your eyes
And follow the light
And with me we sing
In the mountain
Guide me
Oh the wandering lights
The first ones that
Dance through the sky
Tell me how to find my path
Through the Misty mountains
How to find home
We climbed this together
And made a pact for life
Keep climbing up the mountains
Follow the wandering lights
Through the dark
And stay
With
Me

~Fin.

I want to feel the universe exhale around me
Leaving the feelings of it all
But alas, no prevail.
And the ink dripped
Round and round
Wrapping tightly
Around my mind.
I fought,
Tirelessly,
Beating and hitting,
Till my last breath.
I've done this for too long,
Too much and too long.
I didn't want anymore,
So I let it take over.
Fitting me into a spot
I was gone,
Only a shell left to see.

~Fin.

I wrote myself
A story
To live
A mask
Covering the pain
The things I want
To keep hidden
From the rest
Of the world
But
What if
I'm starting
To think
That
I want them
To know?

~Fin.

What if I feel like I'm falling
Into a pit of everlasting dark
There's nothings to light the way
What if my wings are clipped
And the now dead stars are blown out
What if I can't fly up
I want to go back

~Fin.

I.
I've bled
Till my veins run dry
My bones
Are shattered and broken
Withering

II.
The ink
From my pen drags,
Then pools and
Blots the page
As I let it
Fall

III.
All my energy
Siphoned from memories,
Has now diminished
I take my last breath
As  I allow
My small boat
To be pitched across
By the winds and waves

~Fin.

We are to burn in hell
My love,
It has been our time,
far to long
for ones like us.

We tried my dear,
I've prayed to the gods of the dark,
My mother bode us well,
But we had been left alone
Once again.

The ocean can drown us whole,
And sting our hearts dry.
But I will never part from you my dear.

I've planned our goodbyes and adieus
From this life.

And I swear by the salt in the sea,
And the blood coursing through my body,
I will love you,
Wholly and fully
Forevermore.

We watch our beings, now,
Bring it between you palms
Watch it crumble down into nothingness
And feel the air dissipate.

So, lets light ourselves on fire, shall we?

~Fin.

I.
I know my time
Is well overdue,
But let me reach
The bespoken waves
Of the starless sea of dreams
Before time has gotten its way.

II.
I wish my world could be remade
Or saved
By the dreamers,
But I have given too much,
And flown the past the dust ,
Once too many.
So now I say,
Let the wisps of dreaming lights fall down,
And have the ashes fly up to the stars.

~Fin.

Remember the days of soft melodies
Of the dreams we once had
The adventures we've been on
Those sweet memories

Of the scent of books
Your vast walls of quests
The ink of time etched onto my mind

How one can slip into the
Never ending nooks
Of the universe
And cosmos

There's a place for you and i
In the stars
Where we can imagine a
Whole universe
For our own

We are the progeny of stars
Children of the mind
Of the universe

Where we can run
To all corners of the world
And live

We can find
So many of our memories
Put together by an orchestration
Of the universe

Do you remember those times?
Where we could dream away of time?
Those wonders of the skies

We live to exist
In this beautiful world
To be happy in these moments

When i remember
I feel as if
I'm in a place
Farther than the moment

Dwell on the beauty of life
And remember, you can live
For the moments where
You are the stars and the moon
And all of the world

Do you remember?
Those nights of dreaming away our time
Of the adventures
And never ending happiness

It meant the world

So please

Remember to not forget
The reason to exist

Remember to not forget
The memories of time

Remember to not forget
Why we are here
So we can live

So remember to not forget
That
I love you

~Fin.

We used to
Play and run around
We used to
Make jokes
And laugh
Till we
Couldn't anymore
Happy times
We were
Always
One
Then you
Started to drift
Away
We tried to
Keep up
But
We fell apart
Eventually we
Parted ways
Not to see
Again
But
Then again
Crossed paths
Just for an instant
You forgot
Did I?
Never
But
It happens.
My requiem.

~Fin.

I see you,
looking at me
You make me smile
Your hair in your face
The joy in your eyes
Like old trees
I hear your laughs
Like a little bird
Flying in the sky
Our kind embrace
It makes me happy
You are my friend
One whom I know
I would love to go
See the sky's together
Sit on the beach
Go on an adventure
With you
Never let me go
It feels like a dream
Being here
With you
I'm in a place
Farther than the moment
Im happy
Being here
With you
It would mean
The world
If you
Could
Stay
With
Me

~Fin

A seaside town
The breeze in my hair
I see my home
By the sunset hues
I find the path
I walk by the waters
The salt in the sea
It's the scent in the wind
I look up to the sky
Looking for something
Myself
I wonder
Wandering about
What if
I could find my own self?
Its lost
Somewhere in my mind
These thoughts
So many
Like stars
And I can't turn these stars
Into constallations
No matter how I try
Why?
I can't
Figure
It
Out
I look
And
Look
But nothing
Why?
Am I never
To be found?
Or just
Not now
I am lost
Am I to be found?

~Fin.

I have so many
Thoughts
Running through
My mind
I can put the letters
Together
Connect
The dots
I try to speak
Just as the thought comes
You shouldn't say that
And it's pulling it away
Along with me
Dragging me
Till I can't breathe
I'm drowning
In this ocean
In my thoughts
I want to speak
It's too late now
It pulling me down
Into the dark.

~Fin.

I just have to
Flip a new page
I just have to
Walk through
I just have to
Teach myself how
To breathe again

~Fin.

But if I drifted away
Would you pull me back?
Take me in your arms?
Do you know?

~Fin.

You guys
Light up my world
Filling me up with joy
But in the worst times
Make me realize
There is a reason
To get up
And
Get better

~Fin.

Cracking this
Glass of time
Makes me feel
Like I'm dreaming
Shattered shards
Splaying in the air
Like old memories
Flashing through
My mind
They pierce my skin
Like a remanent
Of the horrid past
Burying themselves
Into the ground
As I once have
Placed them
Beyond my reach
Bleeding through
My skin because
Those memories
Never fade

~Fin.

One day
I want to find
This
Paradisum
That is your
Embrace.
One day
I will
Finally
Be able
To tell you
I love you

~Fin.

I wonder
If I can
Say those
5 letters to
You
I look
And you continue to
Look about
I wonder
If
I have the
Capability
Of speaking
To someone
I so dearly
Wish to know
You have so
Many things that
Make me think
Where
Are you from?
Why do I
Look at at you?
I wonder too
Sometimes
I just can't speak
It pulls me down
Even as I try
To swim back up.
I look and
Just think
If only
I could
I think
I can
So I say it
And that's
How the story goes

~Fin.

I dreamt a little dream
Of Aurora skies
And healing suns
All in world
A tree
With all of time
Sunk in its leaves
Memories in its roots
Stories carved into its skin
Then as I walked
And as I touched,
Time spun
And spun around
And there was no way
To go back down
Trapped
In this forest
Hollow of time
These shallow seams
Cracking into dust
Surrounding me
Am I forever here
In this dark haze
Of never ending memories?
How do you
Find the lock and key
To shut away
These little dreams?
Please, I beg you,
Don't dream little dreams,
It will turn you
In the dark.

~Fin.

I want a place
Where it's all gone
Nothing but us
Where I can go
To figure it all out
Because sometimes
It's too much
And you can't keep it in
You want to go
So you run
Till you can't go
And breathe
And breathe
Till you can
Breathe again
I know a place
Where I can go
To find my thoughts
I can get things together
I know a place
Where you can come
You can get your
Words in place
Or let them all go
I just want you there
With me
And we can breathe
Would you come with me?

~Fin.

I see the Sparks
Flying around in the air,
As you spun the
Rope of your memory,
Watching as you created a
Universe out of your bare thoughts,
Flowing into the
Beautiful creations of life.
They ran through the sky,
Venturing
Anywhere and everywhere,
Into the deepest
Pit of mind.
They grew into
Unimaginable cosmos,
Covering all,
Things I
Never knew were possible.
How extraordinary
It is to exist,
To experience this.
You created this,
And seen by my mind,
For only my eyes,
This beautiful constellation
Of the universe,
Spiraled from the
Single spark of light.
Carry it on
Till the end of time.

~Fin.

I love you
So much
To which
I hope
You won't
Break
Me into
Pieces

~Fin.