I WANTED TO OVER THIS
BUT
WHEN U AGREED

WHY AM I SAD?


I SAID, I DN WANT TO HAVE DINNER WITH YOU
BUT
WHEN YOUR CHAIR IS EMPTY

WHY AM I SAD?


I SAID, I DON'T LOVE YOU
AND U RESPECTED MY DESICION

THEN WHY, WHY AM I SAD??

I've lost my novelty
I'm no longer the shiny new toy that held your attention
I've lost your interest
I'm no longer that person

You let the sparks fly
And the ignition start
The fire in the pit
Put out in the dark

Now cigarettes are all I taste
Numbing it down with scotch
Tingling sensations
I try not to take it to heart