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Mia Nov 2020
It just seems to fit, you and I.
With every kiss, every touch,
I feel you inside me.
My loneliness is no more
when you surround me.
I yearn for you every minute.
You're the only one who sees me.
Who knows how to unravel my knots. Who releases my love.
In a tide I cant hold back.
My love overflows for you.  
My need for you is insatiable.
I long for you like my next breath.
I yearn for every tomorrow.
I never want to stop dreaming of you.
All my pain made this moment worth it.
You are my world.
For Maximus, you made me love again
Mia Feb 2013
I don't know where you end
And I start
It's all a little blurry
you see, you infected me
With a dose of you.
I see you in every hue.
Want you need you breathe.
You splatter my life with color
Shades of red blue you!
I can't go a day
Without my love
He hides in the recesses of
My memory and haunts me.
We are bound forever
Even when he breaks my heart.
Mia May 2013
You could be happy with some other girl,
but instead you're sitting at my porch waiting.
I don't want to get the door cause am scared.
What if we don't work out?
I know am supposed to give this the benefit of the doubt.
But cut a sad eyed damsel some slack.

I don't wanna run before I walk, leap before I look.
what if it's the last coherent thought I have?
I have loved you once before and lost myself.
All that remained was a mess that you helped make.
I have heard it all before, the endless lies and empty promises.
You aren't going to change, you never did before.

I want to run somewhere far away where you won't come looking.
I need to clear my head, I need to breath again.
You are haunting my dreams and reality.
I can't go down the roads we used without finding your shadow.
You're a part of the pain I know, you rest on the burden I carry.

I don't want to open my door, I don't want to start this cycle again.
It ends at the tip of a precipice, where push comes to shove.
I want to start over, I want to erase the moments we wasted loving.
It's a bad idea to dream, even worse to be in the same space.
You could be happy, If you just left.
Mia Jun 2013
I could have passed the hours side by side with
you,
But you didn't ask.
I could have laid your head on my breast and rocked you to sleep.
But you didn't let me.
I could have listened as you talked,
But you didn't say a word.
Instead you turned your back and refused to look at me.
You shut me out and forgot your promises,
To let me be a part of you.
My heart broke as I watched you decide to be alone while I was here.
You got up and walked away.
Mia Jan 2013
I was counting on you
How could I not when I loved you?
In my own way I surely did
You swept me off my feet
Were my biggest fan
Built up a surreal world with me
Where all our dreams came to
I couldn't help myself
Couldn't resist you're lure
You called to me like a siren
I was doomed from the start.
I was superficial for you
You only saw what you wanted
Not knowing it was pure and true
I was waiting for you here
By the door of the house
we had planned to live in.
Then you didn't call or text
you simply never showed.
***** you and your ego
In the end that's what it was
Self gratification.
You made me see what I needed
you walked out anyway
how could you forget our plans?
how could you?
I still can't believe we made all those plans and shared all those dreams and you just disappeared .. keep thinking you lied to me and weren't interested in us
Mia Apr 2021
She was good at goodbyes
And he was bad at them.
Together they were one collision away from pain.
And yet somehow when his need met hers.
There was calm inside the chaos.
He was patience incarnate.
She was unconditional love.
The two, a connection so deep.
A feeling in their souls.
That this wasn't meant to be goodbye.
But a hello that never got old.
Learning to not say goodbye when it gets rough.
Mia Dec 2014
The first time we said hello,
It brought me close to joy.
I remember falling for you,
You were all i needed.

The last time we spoke,
Is when i last felt alive.
You were everything to me,
Even though i didnt know you.

Everytime i close my eyes,
You are all i see.
Cant you see i miss you?
I feel so lost without you.
Mia Jul 2013
You're in my songs,
You're in my dreams.
Every memory reminds me why I need you.
But I don't want to be wrapped up in you.
You consume me,
Filling me with images of you.
I hate how your face fills up my thoughts,
The way you look at me.
I am lost when you hold me.
I say I won't let you get close.
But when you say my name,
I run into your arms.
You make me give up my illusions
Of what love is.
Being with you immerses me in a bubble,
You're all that exists for me.
You invade my memories,
I can't remember life before you.
You lead me down a narrow road,
Where all I see and hear is you.
I only feel when you touch me.
I don't know how to go on without you.
I don't want to start if you're not here.
Mia Mar 2014
I want the kind of love that's seen in movies.
Where you sweep me off my feet in a whirlwind affair.
I want you to serenade me with coldplay songs and buy me roses to apologize for hurting me.
I want you to run all the way to my place in the middle of the night just cause you realized you can't go another second without me.
I need you to tell me what you feel without holding back.
But guess it's meant to be a whimsical wish,
You just don't care enough to make me happy.
Mia Jan 2013
I sit by myself at the road
looking in all directions
Hoping for a sign.
No idea what I'll find.
A man passes by
'What are you waiting for? '
He asks.
'Am not sure, ' I reply.
He shakes his head and goes.
I watch the sun travel round
marking it's territory
finding it's comfort zone.
The sun sets and still I wait
My gaze set on the fading blaze
Twilight dances into moonlight
And then you come by
Walking your dog.
A light comes on in my head
I run into your arms and hug you
'Do I know you? ' you ask.
I smile delightedly and replied,
'You will.'
You hold my hand and we walk
Through the night to the dawn
No wasted words or chatter
As the sun rises we realize
This is exactly what we need
It's everything meant to be.
Mia Feb 2013
The pain you feel each day
Keeps building up to a peak
Until everything hurts.
You try to lose yourself
In other people's company.
Sink into a personality
That isn't even your own.
Trying to end the pain
of ten thousand swords.
Words cutting deeper
Than any sharp edged blade.
You said you needed him
To make the pain stop.
You need to draw strength from within
Only you can stop the pain.
Mia Dec 2012
Let me meet your inner man
The cave man whose desire
Is to conquer, capture and plunder
The one who takes what he wants
and makes his own.

Don't rough me up
Just carry me to your den
Place me on your floor
and light a fire
In that special way you know how
Make me steak
Meet my basic needs.

You don't have to talk
just listen and understand.
Wipe my tears and pledge
your protection and love.
We won't have to argue
You want to please your maiden.

The caveman is the gentlest of spirits
For he is pure and without guile
He lives to dominate
But also to pleasure
with the simplest of needs
All he needs is a maiden to please.
Mia Jan 2013
When you call my name
It's an echo of longing
You want me closer
you need to feel me.
Maybe it gets better,or not
I just want to feel needed
In the throes of your passion.
lose your mind with me.

I can make you beg
For more of this
You know you want it
It will always be
Stronger than before
you want to breathe me
I intoxicate your senses
just inhale and am yours.
Mia Mar 2014
I let you see me.
Not just my hair and clothes but all of me.
You saw into me and underneath my facade.
My insecurities and scars.
You told me I was perfect.
You're a liar.

How could you take that intimacy and turn it into an instrument of torture?
Did you wake up mean and cruel or maybe I just ignored the signs?
That you were shallow.
And you only cared what your friends thought.
You're a liar.

You wove beautiful fantasies of you and I eloping.
You told me I was in line with your destiny,
You were open and persuasive,
I fell for every bit of it.
I forgot.
That you're a liar.

I thought you had more to offer,
A life of happiness together.
But you're all wrong for me,
Someone else's model trying to make me into something less than I am.
I should never have tried.
Cause you're a liar.
Mia Feb 2013
I wonder if it's time
To let you go.
Cause you don't want to stay
You keep leaving me all alone.
I wait for you by the stairs
Hoping you will come home tonight
I wither and droop
And still you're not here.
It's like you walked away already
and just keep looking back.
Cause even when you're here
Feels like you're miles away.
Mia Oct 2012
lie to me
that you love me
and you care..
wipe my tears when I cry
most times you're the cause
hold me,don't scold me.
Breathe me in don't let me go.
carry me in your arms
go all the way and back.

Everyday am losing myself
sinking in your warm embrace
yearning for a bond beyond words
follow me to the ends of the earth
only if you love me back.
Mia Mar 2013
It's been 10 days,23 hours, 59 minutes, 1 second
Since you last called.
Am tired of staring at the phone
hoping you're thinking of me
Tired of checking your last messages
Saying you love me
That it will be different this time
I try to restrain myself
So that I don't text you
Begging you to call me
To love me.
Questions rise like a smoke cloud
does he even love me?
Am losing myself in agony
I need you
To talk to me
To see me
To want to.
I miss having you here
To show me you care
Right now I don't even know
if I was right to let you in.
Mia Mar 2013
You wonder what you see in me
It's in the sparkle in my eye
The curve of my lips
As I smile at the sound of your voice
the grace with which I approach you
And give you a passionate kiss.
The way I fit my body to yours
like pieces of the same puzzle.
You love to hold me,
I can tell each time you watch me sleep.
And stroke my hair
That I belong in your arms
And have a couch in your heart.
You take my breath away
With your tenderness.
Surprise me with your thoughtfulness.
You don't expect perfection,
Infact love to predict
My outbursts of irrationality.
You laugh me into a smile
When am mad.
I honestly don't know why
You put up with me
It must be because you see
Beneath my flaws.
Mia Feb 2013
I want to know
that it will be okay.
I won't have to hurt
or be alone.
That you will walk with me
Stick by my side like a shadow.

I want to know
You will love me back.
Even when you don't get me
And I don't get you.
Love should be about two people
that want to be there for each other.

I want to know
that you won't leave.
Even when you're mad at me
I need you each day
I want you more than can be possible
I want to make you happy.
Mia Jul 2013
You saved me,
From my destructive self and hormonal imbalance.
From intrusive people and ruthless ideas.
You were there,
to tell me to open my eyes.
To push me forward when I almost gave up.
You said I should think before I act,
So I never learnt.
You took away my mistakes and experience.

— The End —