put your pride down love it’s okay,
watch all your dreams and goals float away ,
does it get easier to say,
that your better alone anyway.

I seem to be losing a grip on it,
there’s nothing to do on your behalf of this,
we just grew apart , have to deal with it,
have the memories of broken bliss .


imagine losing yourself,
wishing you were somebody else,
*** they don’t want you to tell,
what you mean in this world, but hell.


stay true to you,
*** that’s what your meant to do,
if they question you,
say **** them too.

I’ve been knocking for like 20 minutes
I’m getting skittish I can’t stop thinking
I’ve been drinking I’ve been stinkin
wasting time with *******

I use to love this one chick well I thought I did
I fall through the cracks and landed on my back
I just really miss it can’t describe the feeling
Now my love resembles a empty skillet no fillin
They’ers nothing left to fill it now I gotta get it
It was all a lesson I’ve been counting all my blessings
I can be me when I’m all alone and nones knows
Who I am what I doo where I’m at how I move
Who are you? How ya do? This is my truth
I gotta keep it solid cause I’m getting nauseous
Getting sick of nonsense worlds a crazy concept
But I hear em voices talking and they keep on calling
I can’t stop i gotta rock it came with empty pockets

I will wait by the river
In the light of the moon
At the edge of this world
I will wait for you

No i cant wait forever
Someday ill be dead and gone
And i wont be forgiven
For what ive done

I will wait by the river

I will cry out to heaven
As it rains down on me
I will beg for forgiveness
Get down on my knees

If i cant change the weather
Maybe i can change your mind
If we cant be togather
Whats the point of life

I will wait by the river

Baby i didnt mean the things i said
I didnt honestly wish you were dead
Im a fool im just a man
If only i could hold you again

And the stars fill the river
As it flows into the sky
And the mind leaves the body
As it flows higher and higher

If we cant be togather
I will leave this world behind
If i cant touch your body
Can i touch the sky

I will wait by the river

you said that i was dumb
that im not fooling anyone
my words are sweet but my intentions are sour
I should just go to sleep, wake up in about an hour.

When my party’s done everyone left, you’re still here.
Telling me that i should just dissapear

Im so tired of living in pain-
I just want my head in the grave-
And pray to god im sent towards his heavenly ways-
With open arms to embrace-
And release the pain that i hate-
Cause im finished with living this way-
I made to many mistakes-
So i hope he forgives me today-
They say depression make you sicker each day-
I can see the symptoms within me eating away-
Now at a point in my life i cant turn back an change-
Mentally unstable to stay-
And i cant fix the trouble i made-
To be free of the burden i take-
I feel all alone in a world that is fake-
Why love got to hurt and treat me so great-
My mind over working the brain burning the breaks-
Dealing with hell when i let the creature escape-
And im just to tired to even relate-
got no spirit to give for what it takes-
With my feelings broken for to long-
Then i guess its just to late-

They laugh and I smile
I haven't felt this good about myself in awhile
I love making people laugh
It seems to be my craft
I can make everyone feel good with a quick bite of my tongue
...not everyone
I don't make you laugh anymore
I used to make us both laugh till we were sore
I don't think I'll ever make you laugh again
That's because you aren't my lover anymore and you aren't my friend
I'm actually sure you hate me now
It's strange how life can turn out
I saw you in a restaurant and you wouldn't even look at me
It makes me sad to remember how happy we used to be
I miss the sound of your laughter
I miss the conversations we would have after
Now, you probably laugh for someone else
But overthinking is bad for my health
Everyone else will laugh with me tonight
And I'll go home alone and be alright
But I'll try not to cry as I think about you
And all the laughing we used to do.