I like to think everyone is different in their own way

Everyone's thoughts are unique like a fingerprint

Someone's mind wandering in their own wonderland
Admiring how the springs leaves float in the air
Seeing the vivid colours of those leaves in their mind
The calmness it's brings to them

But on the other hand someone's thoughts dark as the winter night
Sees only the darkness surround them the sadness the pain the suffering
Eating them from the inside
Leaving an empty feeling without light


Everyone's view of the world so different of each other

Some see joy and laughter around them
Seeing the sunrise and enjoying life to the fullest
Feeling the suns warmth on a sunny day


Someone's view might be like the world's on fire burning everything they ever loved
seeing their lives slipping away
While watching raindrops sliding down the window reminding of the tears that has been shed
hopelessly trying to keep it together


Regardless of people's differences we shouldn't judge people for how they see the world

We should try to understand them and their situation in life and not to compare ourself to others

Someone's feelings aren't their faults
Those are what makes as humans
What makes us unique
What makes us loveable

It's hard trying to understand Someone's situation
when you haven't been in their shoes

It's hard trying to share what's going on inside you
when you don't quite understand it yourself.

It's hard to live when it's feels like you are all alone

It's hard to support
when you don't know what the other needs

It's hard to try to heal someone
when you're the one who needs healing the most

Happiness
is a lifestyle you haven't picked yet

You can be at home and think
Why me Why me Why everyone hates me
Why me Why me Why no one loves me
Why me Why me Why I'm too scared to leave

The depression the anxiety keeping you from thriving
You see your happiness and kindness slowly dying
Only being left desiring

These thoughts are scary and frighting
Your losing your mind and the walls start rising

But when will you see it

You're living in lies
You're reading only between the lines
Your head is full of this sh*t
Your mind playing these wicked tricks
It thinks it's slick
While you're left to wonder
Am I really this sick

In this world you can be winner or loser
These are the standars we have been taught.

This is not what I believe
I believe we can be better day after day we must keep trying

We might be tired and depressed
But we need to keep pushing day after day
Sometimes just existing is enough

We cannot stop
We cannot give up
We cannot leave the close ones
We need to exist

Sometimes we feel bad about ourself
Sometimes we feel like no one loves us
Sometimes we feel like were nothing
But you are loved

The love I seek May only be just a Dream

But as long as I am alive
I will seek it with hope in my eyes

On rainy days when everything seems gray I will try to find you to brighten my day

In my dreams I see you there
So close but so far away

I will try my best to make you smile even if you wanted to cry

I will try my best to see you thrive even if you wanted to hide



I will do my best for you
even if I wanted to die

Your smile reminds me of the sun.
It brightens my life

Your laughter it's like music to my ears. It makes me forget all my problems

Your eyes blue as the ocean the waves of emotion that I feel are overwhelming

But when I am alone.
I think about you non-stop and the life I dream about us together.

Only thinking if you saw this you would think only less of me.

So I eat myself from the inside watching you from the outside

Seeing you happy, smiling, laughing


I see you like that music
I see you like that food
I see you like those clothes
I see you I know you,
But you don't even know my name

I feel lonely
I feel like I am nothing

I am sad

I have friends
But they don't give me the comfort I need

I am trembling

I dream about something or someone
I just don't know what or who

I am lost

I wonder what's wrong with me
I wonder is the world a better place without me

I am screaming

I start to wander deeper and deeper into the darkness of loneliness

Love is like storm
It can fade away slowly or grow to be life altering event

Love is like hope In the darkness
It can be light
It can be safety

But for me love is only a dream