inside a prison of my own making
my life is still unexplored
time stands still for me
not a spill of blood can be poured

unable to end it all or to go on
I can not change anything alone
I'm inside my hell, I'm on my own
Forever still, just like a stone

i am really bored
of living
drawing on my board
my death
belief is stupid and
so is faith
by my word i stand
**** the rest
the world is infested
burn the nest
and you guessed it
we are the cause
we are the infestation
with some laws
can not have salvation
it's too late

As I walk this hellish desert called life
I know what i have to do and what is right
I ****, pushing down the guilt with my might
to survive i must do this and hold on tight
and i must not run and continue the fight
and in this fight i have my own rights
the right to **** and the right to stay alive
when i'm out of this hell i won't be alright
and when my end comes i would be happy
if i lived my own ******* life

the empty feeling comes and i succumb
for me being alone is fearsome
have i lost something? i don't know?
and that is the reason why i must go
outside to find some-one that is victum
to this loneliness that is like venom
some-one that with open arms i can welcome
one who knows the empty and has this wisdom
some-one that can carry on our kingdom
and one who knows this feeling we must numb

Existance will fade away
Little by little everyday
Everything is destroyed again
And there is nothing left to gain
And here remains only pain
Form the battle of you fiends
People will have numbered days
Waiting for the time when life ends

Darkness Darkness Here I Come
'cause I'm tired of these lies
I've been in light far too long
I've seen people live there lies
Darkness Darkness You Must Know
My Hatred for these lies
they have told me too much lies
that I even hate this life
Darkness Darkness My Old Friend
Take me away from the light
Take me away from all the lies
I have been wanting to leave this lie

I feel like i've been dead
Suicidal thoughts in my head
I realized my blood is red
At least that's how i have bled
My thoughts unease me, i said
To the people outside my head
With these thoughts, i lie in my bed
Trying to stop doing what they've said
My life is hanging on by a thread
This is why i call myself insane, ****