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Ethan S Jan 2018
Spice saves you from the cold
Scrambling desperate for heat
Hands out with head back twitching
Begging at my feet

In shop doors on the floor
Never seen a higher street
Zombies with good manners
Trying to catch a nights sleep

Sparking fires in cans inhaling dark
Warming hands by freezing hearts
In sight of prams out in the park
Laying wasted on a landmark

Their minds, bodies and money is all spent
Nasty habits got them here
Nothing for food, nothing for rent
Nights spent on streets in constant fear

Stumbling blind side into me
Old tracksuits combating crisp cold
Not searching for cheap silence or throwaway sympathy
Not trying to fit a societal mould

Like a dear in the headlights they stare
So startled, so close to the ending
A thinking mans ******
I’m the ignorant man stood, pretending
That I can’t see you there

Craving synthetic highs
Because if it’s natural it’s not aloud
Packaged up in labs and factories
Down the supply chain to customers who sleep on cobbled ground
Ethan S Dec 2017
An honesty I cant concede
I came to love, I left with scars
My emotions tattooed on my sleeve
A hole where once lived a heart

The hole is gaping
It cuts right through
Yet lights can’t get by it
Just darkness because of you

Blood soaks the cold floor
I can’t find my heart
My heavy head is reeling, unsure
If it was in my chest to start

If you find it somewhere beating
Just leave it there to stop
No oxygen, no breathing
I’m never waking up.
Ethan S Dec 2017
Im a mile deep, still I'm shallow
A black, bitter ocean
My waves are hungry like the shadows
Starved of light and all emotion

I need solace to part the sea
Show a frozen heart the path to care
Or sink down and drown here with me
In the depths of my despair

A world upside down
Below all of the air
Devoid of needless sound
Still hitting sharper than a snare

Let the pressure overwhelm
In time we all decay
Let mother nature take the helm
And sail our ship away

Would you wade down in the murky brown?
Down in this fishy deep
No other life for miles around
Davey Jones locker where we’ll sleep

Scales and fins growing in my skin
I want a pond to rot in.
Ethan S Dec 2017
Thursdays are always grey here
And Im never prepared
Turn up looking useless
Wet clothes, wet bag, wet hair
The sun it always teases
Tries to make me feel
It doesn't fool me for a second
I know none of this is real

Im sick of the same faces
Im sick of the decay
Im sick of the same places
Im trapped in every day
My hands touching storm clouds
My toes dipped in puddles
My ears catching cruel sounds
My eyes seeking trouble

The grey its all consuming
By nature clouds surround
Take me beyond the moon and stars
Where theres no light or sound
I think I want to live there
No fear of having hope
The thing that so deceived me
Just me out there alone

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