Sit tight
Your secured
A perfect fit right
Soo go do you
Your fine trust me
Continue to be yourself
Just carry on
As far as the night goes what’s on the menu
Start with pictures right ?
Go ahead hit your pose
But wait I brought you a rose
Ok one more pose
Oh you want a pic together
Sure pic the pose
Should we just sit together
Yeah I can hold you close
Like no other
Yeah
Other moves for tonight
Let’s get some food alright
Oh you wanna see me cook
Bet
Pull up a chair and take a look
Welcome to Domo’s kitchen
Where I cater to you
Yeah I’ll be the waiter for you
So you’d like a tall glass of wine
Light ice
That’s t fine
Last but not least
what can I serve for you to feast on ?
Your obviously serving looks
So let me cook something especially exquisite
I see you peaking over my shoulder
So how’d you like a peaking duck
No ok I understand
So you like some lobster bisque
Well this isn’t red lobster so I’ll go fetch on
How’d you like to pick a movie till I return
Promise I won’t be gone long
No maybe some music
I’m just trying to amuse you
Not even trying to ****** you
Yeah you can come with me
I’d like that
Allot of the lobsters here look small
And I aim to make a meal not small but as bountiful as you are beautiful
Hey look the moon is full
Let’s eat dinner on the balcony when we get back
I cooked a full coarse meal
Now back to you
How was it
Oh yeah I tried a little some different
I served the food a little different
I wanted to serve and witness a queen eat first
Like I said do you tonight
Just carry on

Light that fuse
Spark my imagination
Be my muse
Let’s change locations
Strike the pose you chose
And just like that time froze
Always and forever
In this moment in time your mine forever
Pose again
As the sun rose in your back drop
Don’t stop I zoom in and my jaw drops
You give me inspiration
And direction
But my dedication to our situation
Let’s change locations again
Perfectly Unperfected
Again strike a pose
Such an elegant pose
Don’t stop
Immortalized with each pose
Live on my immortal flame
Smoldering on the intimacy of trust
It might seem to lack lust
But your stacked against the standard
So what do you lack
I’m unfamiliar
That which I am familiar with is a Beautiful Queen in the Sunset
Darling don’t let your sunset burn too bright
As I use my lense to take in the sight
You have your doubts
But I sense you know I’ll be here even after you figure it out
Last one strike your best pose
With you best smile
Do the cute thing with your hair
It’s been a while since you smiled soo bright
Let me focus on the sight
And Pose

Nights like this I question my worth
Just up at night asking my demons why
Am I worth it
My am I nobody’s perfect
I tell myself I’m more than enough
Yet I can’t quell the feeling I’m not good enough
I hide behind a tough veil
And all I feel I ever do is fail
But back to my demons
With my back against the glass wall of my ego
Why am I not enough
I’m a lot of things but I never seem to be enough
You ever try to block it out
But it’s not enough
Your not as tough as you wish you were
Your not as handsome as you could be
Your not stuffing this back to the recesses of your mind
It’s kinda said this is what you think at 2am
You lay there and cry
Even that’s not enough
Your pathetic
Is this the pathetic thing to think
All your weak thoughts seem to reach the brink
And all you can ponder is your not good enough
Disgusted by your weak thoughts
Only to be disgusted by yourself
Where the **** is your mental health
Where’s that wealth of knowledge
As you stand on a mental ledge
You jump and plummet into the sea of dark thoughts
Unable to see the summit
You sink into the sea of thought
As deep as it is Dark
Seems no light can peak through to you
You were never Enough

Yo I’m tired
Like you don’t even know
I’m tired of walking on egg shells
Seems like I’m walking through hell
Got the world telling me “No”
You can’t do this
Don’t do that
Man idk I thought this was my life
I was taught coming up “ All I gotta do is be black and Die”
And I can’t even lie it’s 2020
And that not even true no more
Seems everywhere I go it’s another closed Door
“Do it this way”
“No that’s not the right way “
So many saying “ do it that way”
I feel like I’m losing my way
**** the standards
**** being understood
If I gotta tuck myself away
What do I have left
A Name , A number
I’m left out like a barcode
Everyday in the system I’m just that a Number
Yet as a Blackman
I walk on eggshells
Man is it gonna be today
Or tomorrow
Some days it feels like I’m on time borrowed
In a way I feel like you supposed
To be quintessential
But I suppose Right now it’s a struggle to be essential

What’s up
Lil buttercup
How’ve you been
What you been up to
Never know this how we’d end up
It’s been a minute for me at least
You were my cup of tea
So what’s tea
How you feeling bout me
Since you’ve been without me
This ain’t even about me
I just hope you see I been miss you
Those beautiful brown eyes
Yeah I’m think bout you
Social media tell me lies
Since I’ve been less social with you
Seem like the stars don’t shine without you
Just think back say we were meant to be
Funny how we had it under lock and key
Coupd up in the house on sum locked up ****
Sun don’t hit the same since you went missing
Bottom line “I miss you “
You told me then that communication was the issue
No longer going on bae-cations with you
Absence makes the heart grow
And your absence has only started to make my feelings grow stronger
You told me then that communication was the issue
No longer going on bae-cations with you
Absence makes the heart grow
And your absence has only started to make my feelings grow stronger
We grew further and further apart
I was starting to think you blocked me
Part of what I’m saying is Do you still think about me ?
Like I think about you
I been feeling blue
Since our last link
Think I really caught feelings
Who knew

There’s a little boy
He reminds me of the boy in me
Such a happy smile a joy to see
The first boy is my Son
And that boy wants to be like me
He reminds me of myself
Before Soo much pain won my heart over
As I look over I’m reminded of what I want to protect
But I see myself as the future I reject for him
I want him to have a future where he’s happy
Yet now he looks at me
Happy as can be
He wants to be all that is me
All I want is to be the best for them
Especially when I look at him and see the wrong in me
Not too long ago i was just like him
But some things hurt and I couldn’t let go
At this point I know I have to do better
He looks at me and see’s a future a goal
I look at him and see the past a role
I once held
Once again looking in this mirror
The future and past meld

Let me show you true despair
A candle that’s refuses to lit the air
No light shown on this soul
Whom these depths of the abyss
Have claimed
One whose long lost all meaning of a name
The dark child
Groomed in the shadows of the wild
It’s not my style but I could rip open my chest and show you a dead heart
Yet this corpse still moves by a dead art
If suicide was an art
Then I’m it’s artist
A pen draped in all black
Contrary to what you might think
My dead blood is the ink
As this darkness flood for in me
It’s clear that light in me is gone
I stared long enough and the abyss has claimed me
Hope, love, emotion all gone
This ocean of darkness has claimed me
But I’m the one who maimed me
Here hold this dead heart
It’s cold but is still a heart
And that’s why I can’t hold on to it
At this point I’m just a demon of the abyss
And I embrace its dark kiss
And this is just the beginning
Beginning of the ending
Death is a gift
After all this pain was lifted
I welcome you to Despair
Nihility is what I’m guilty of
Welcome to emptiness
It’s not hard to guess but I could care less
I gave it all away
So In this abyss I shall stay
para la eternidad
para la eternidad
Si para la eternidad
Eternally Done yet undone