I’m hurt
You hurt me
I’ve hurt you before too
You were my everything
Yet I felt like nothing
My queen who didn’t acknowledge her king
You wanted to push me
And you pushed me
Pushed me away
I needed an extended stay away
From the pain the hurt the drama
Hearing your name
And Your to blame
I Needed 3 months away
And even then I couldn’t fully get away
Feelings dwelled and subsided
So I dwelled in them for awhile
All the while trying to forget
Forget you
Forget my pain
Forget your name
Soo much so that I treated you like a stranger
And even stranger still
I can’t escape the way you make me feel
This might be too real but here’s the deal
I Love You
I Hate You
I Missed You
I Can’t forget you
But You Hurt Me
All I want is to make it clear
I was hurt so I couldn’t be near
Not near My Love
My Best Friend
My SoulMate
All the Same Person
My Person
Personally My Heart Was Is Broken
And I Hate That your the only one who can Fix It
But Your Hurt Too
My Absence Affected you
While it was unforeseen
It wasn’t done to be Mean or outta spite
Where’s the Abstract
To this Cycle we’ve started
Down the wrong Track

Show me you
Oh yes you not the make up
No matter the time it takes up
Baby just wake up
I know a queen when I see one
So stop hiding and be one
behind the make up yeah I know
Take it off let me see your glow
Not to be mean but I see so much beauty
Behind all this faux
Faux lashes
Faux hair
Faux pas
That’s a faux for four 😂
All jokes aside open the door to the true beauty in you and pour out more then
Show me something real no need to force it
Your natural beauty’s real and I endorse it
Let’s make our time feel natural
Seeing your body is one things
But let me see what’s on your mind
Show me why your one of a kind
Let me see you unwind
In time you’ll be mine
Going slow is just fine
But show me the real you
A vibe too real ooh
No pretending
Let it go
Catch these vibes I’m sending
A natural queen in her own right
Babe your the only true queen in sight
A goddess by birthright
Oh that’s right
I forgot the most important part
What’s your name again
Not knowing yours is my only Sin
So where should we begin

Looking in the mirror
I see nothing clearer than a stranger
Looking in this broken mirror
I see my best parts cracked split
I’m this mirror I’m not myself
The person I see is the state of my mental health
I feel broken and this mirror exposés my flaws
Shards of glass showing my facades
Sharp at the end but the point is I’m broken
Last time I remember being myself
I did think about my mental health
Now I see a fractured reflection
No longer projecting a smile
If you could walk in my shoes
You could walk on air
I’m so broken at this point I’m weightless
There it is
Broken
Just like the mirror
Broken but holding my pieces together as best I can
You get the picture
Wish I could be clearer

*** is this
Listen to this
Met her round the way
Say she wanna play
I Been ******* with her head
She playing in my dreads
Say she gotta man
But that goofy good as dead
She say bae understand I need a real man
We supposed to be in love
And I’m just tryna heal
Mistakes been made that time can’t heal
Showed him soo much love
I just need something real
I told her y’all posed to be in love
Thick and through
One another above everything else
I can’t do this
I’m through with you
Told you no relationships
Not entanglements
Go back to the man you Love
She say bae I Love you
Told her I can’t Love her
She supposed to stay True
Truth be told she got whole man
And I got her whole heart
I’m just tryna play it smart

Please don’t mistake me for not caring
I care for you
I genuinely do
I’m just naturally nonchalant
For soo long I wanted to be numb
And now look at me dumbfounded
You could say my heart was lost but babe you found it
I hold you close
I just hope it’s right
Not just for the night
But I promise to hold you tight
My face no my demeanor says I don’t care
Truth be told it matters allot rather your there or not
I can say all the right things
Like how you make my heart sing
Or how I wanna get you a diamond ring
But here’s the thing I’m just making the same mistake and that is that I’m nonchalant