Dnlbllrd

Dnlbllrd Jul 2020

Beneath her bleary, weary eyes
Hides a guise of stars in the skies
Veiled by the cumulus clouds
From no end of doubts

Beneath her bleary, weary eyes
Hides thousands of butterflies
Confined by the darkness of the night
From her fears, that took the daylight

Beneath all the wonders in her eyes
Is veiled by endless waterfall
Of tears she cant control
Awaiting for someone who'll wipe it all

-dnlbllrd

Everyone has their own beauty waiting to be seen.

Dnlbllrd Jul 2020

Switch

Twisted strand of fibers
Wraps around her neck
Mind was in wreck
with thoughts
No one can decipher

There she stands
At the edge of the switch
Contemplating about the life
she's
About to ditch

-dnlbllrd

If you ever found yourself at the edge of the switch, I just want you to know that its too early to quit for everything will be alright.

#depression

Dnlbllrd Jul 2020

Castaway

Empty, with no words to convey
The colors of the world turned gray
All the clouds of dreams flew away
Mind was in radioactive decay

It all happen in one day
When thine feelings fade away
When you no longer want to stay
And left me with no words to say

-dnlbllrd

Made this after listening to sick feeling by boy pablo

Dnlbllrd Jul 2020

Rain

Comforting coldness

the rain falls ferociously

sweeping all sadness

-dnlbllrd

Dnlbllrd Jul 2020

She love not

She loves the snow but not the coldness
that comes with it

She loves the moon but not the darkness
that envelopes it

She loves to love but not the pain
that goes with it

-dnlbllrd

Dnlbllrd Jul 2020

Bubble

Bubbly, lovely, childhood was silly
Those memories are extraordinary
Giddy, loopy, it never get dreary
A dreamworld, I would always carry

A lovely bubble in the sky
That flew above my very eye
Flew high and said goodbye
You made my childhood sublime

-dnlbllrd

Goodbye to the childishness that said goodbye.

#goodbye #childishness #memories

Dnlbllrd Jul 2020

Red room case

In this very red room, I will hide with pride
Tried to answer my queries, As I cried
Scribbling in my life diaries, Which I relied
With theories, my mind provide, I'm terrified

In this tiny red room, I shut myself up
I badly hate this world, I'm gonna blow up
Anxiety filled my brain, Can I give up?
Pills can no longer hold up, I'm *****'d up

-dnlbllrd

#anxiety #depression #loneliness #shutin