Addicting and mellow,
but it will be the last thing you will ever see forever.
It is painful to see someone you love thrive for this black devil. Nothing but wasted time looking for that bruised up blood vessel.
Wanting to stop,
but cannot get enough of this mental high level.

-NGM

Confused. Don’t know what to think or to feel.
Will this be the reason for these scars to heal?
Am I the only one that’s feeling like this?
Why do I begin to tremble every time we kiss?

I feel like there’s so many things left unsaid
Because millions of unanswered questions keep running through my head.

 
“I don’t got time for love,” is what you said.
Let me know your true intentions before I let these feelings fully spread.
There’s something on your mind by the way you look at me.

If we can try that we could be,
I guarantee you a journey of a beautiful mystery.

 
Don’t get me wrong I do understand your hustle.
What can and cannot come between it
But I can’t deny there’s times you make me feel all puzzled.
I like how this friendship is flowing, slow and easy.
But there is times where I want you to say you need me.

 
I truly enjoy our short but weird meaningful talks.
Your voice to me is like music coming from a musical box.
If only you knew that your smile brings me joy.

****, I hope you are not just another *******.

 

-NGM

I want you, can’t you see
Kissing and hugging you, showing you the real me.
But also let me be your freak under the sheets.
Let's make love on the couch, in bed or even the backseat.
Kiss me passionately, but don’t undress me just yet.
I want you to tease me, kiss my neck till I’m soaking wet.
Your hands with mine
Seductively put them smoothly on my waistline.
Slowly kiss my stomach and caress my thighs
This is something I’ll never deny.
Go down on me and eat me like never before
Oh baby don't stop and give me more.
The way you look at me is like, “**** baby you is a snack”
Now let me turn around so you can hit it from the back.
Wrap your hands around my hair and pull it hard
and slide it in nice and slow like a credit card.
I like it slow and I like it rough
Do me all night long, I can never get enough.
Make me moan, make me scream
Thinking that we're smashing but it’s just a *******.

-NGM

Beloved Darkness,
It's been a few months,
yet I still cannot seem to get over you.
I guess to me you are someone special..
Someone, that I barely knew.
M for mysterious and yet so loving..
I’ve chosen you therefore you are above them.
I was too foolish to see your love runs deep..
Till this day, no one can compete the love you gave to me...
You gave me a good feeling…
A feeling that gave me balance…
Balance that I lacked..
Balance that gave me great knowledge.
I am thankful that I have met you,
I am grateful that I know you..
Though deep down I hope you are doing fine…
Trusting that one day, we will unite in divine time.

Sincerely,
Your Loving Light

-NGM