Loneliness is a great friend
He never lets me wander alone,
Forever standing by me
He's there when all doors close.
He's one friend i trust
And i know no matter what
He'll be forever beside me
He's the only company I've got.

Words are strange mystical myths
You never know what they mean
Fit into different situations
As if made for for them only
Beautiful is chosen with wisdom
Rudely bitter if true
But I wonder if I'd use the true ones,
Would they be accepted by you?

I let my guard down
And you broke me into pieces.
I melted my stone heart,
Only to have it shattered.
I started trusting someone besides myself
Now look what you've done.
I wont wear a blindfold again
I've learnt my lesson once.
I don't want to repeat
The mistakes that ive made.
I gave myself to you
Only to be bounced around
I guess I was too blinded by love
That i dint even realise
I was too lost in you,
In your eyes I saw my world
I had never given my heart away before
I thought you're my true love
Turns out it was true
Only you never loved me
But now I'll never love again.
I dont wanna be vulnerable
Im not scared of getting hurt,
Ive been through more pain than this.
I just dont want anybody to know
The girl that exists inside the hard crust.
I dont want anybody to care
Or to stand beside me.
I dont want anybody to see
All the things I can be.

So I began to drive
With all thoughts clear in my mind,
I was searching for light.

This is exactly what you wanted
You wished he would stop calling.
And now that your phone doesn't show his name anymore
You cant stop thinking about him.
You did this to him,
You made him feel terrible and yourself too.
And now you know he's too hurt
Because you know he cant live without u.
He is in a deplorable state
That's just because u wanted so.
And you were too coward to give him a reason
You didn't tell him why you let go.
You told him that you hate him,
Shouted and screamed and called him names.
But trust me girl you're taking a risk too big
It might end up in a situation u wont be able to face.
The days get by, and life goes on
And maybe you'll even forget him.
But you wont forget being so cold.
You wont forget the horrible thing you did..

I've roamed these streets for years.
Years ago, I was only a kid, naive.
Only if I had known
Id have to leave them one day
To set out on an obscure quest.
Struggle to exist in this world
Full of paradoxes.
Today as I look back
And find nothings still the same.
My heart yearns to back
To these streets I've roamed for years.
And live up each moment once again.
Laugh and be reckless once again.
Make the same mistakes once again.
And be scolded for them once again.
At least know that somebody's still there,
To care for me Once Again.

Caught somewhere between insecure and peaceful,
She believes she can fool the world.
Her smiling face hides the ugly truth,
The laughs camouflage a heartbroken girl.

They let her dream big and bigger
When they knew they wouldn't fulfill any.
And when she asks why her dreams were crushed,
They tell her she's not even worth a penny.

Took everything from her hands,
All the things that she deserved.
She wasn't unaware of the events,
She just never said a word.

Although you feel you are,
You will never be abandoned.
Don't you worry about being back stabbed,
For you are not the only one.
Forget all the things they said
They only want to see you broken.
The dagger-like words do hurt a lot,
But you are not the only one.
Don't let yourself fall down
Lift up your soul somehow
Though you're tired of being pushed away,
You are not the only one.
People come and people go
All that remain are bitter-sweet memories.
No problem if you feel lonely at times,
'Cause You are not the only one.
Come home little bird, don't stray,
You'll find a place where you belong.
You feel you're the only one orphaned but
Believe me, you are not the only one.

Look all around, but I still see nothing
The tears make it harder to see.
I tried and tried and tried too hard,
But the pain makes it hard to believe.
I'm losing my sanity I suppose.
Such things don't happen to the sane.
I tried and tried and tried too hard,
But I can no more fight the pain.
I'm giving up, losing hope.
All sorts of dark things crossing my mind
I tried and tried and tried too hard,
But cant seem to leave the past behind.
Darkness takes over, all the light goes,
And I am silent as the night.
I tried and tried and tried too hard,
Yet I never could be right.
And now I wait for the end to come
When I finally shall close my eyes.
I tried and tries and tried too hard,
But I still can't sleep at nights.

How can she expect to live
Her life on her own terms?
When even water moves
Only in a high to low direction?
These chains will always
Keep her bound.
Never let her fly away,
They'll always keep keep her locked to the ground.
Having a life of total liberty
Once used to be her dream
But it was as perpetual as
A house of cards it seems.
Now she's grown up enough
To face the reality that
This road is too rough.
It'll bruise her feet as she moves
But she can never get up from the ground
Not ever.
Even winds dont blow on their own
Their direction, decided by the sun.
In this brutally practical world
Used to live a silly girl.
Who was illusioned that all her great dreams
Would, one day, come true.
So she dreamt on and on
Not realizing that all the hopes she had
Were nothing except wrong.
The world's full of paradoxes,  they say
But she wasn't aware that
Life could really turn out to be this way.
She has to survive and also die
According to someone else.
The poor bird has been given wings
But not the permission to fly.
She'll die one day, suffocated
But shall learn to be happy and content
And wont even complain about how
She was never given a chance,
Ever, to prove herself.
One day, she'll fly away with a smile upon on her lips
To live her dreams in heaven.
----x----