I'm sorry I feel nothing,
But infinite torment.
Listen to music,
For an emotional fix.
I'm sorry I don't cry for you.
I'm sorry I would die for you.
I'm sorry....
I can't help apologizing for caring,
Because every tear,
Every sad face,
Tears my heart apart,
And rips away the pieces.....
So I'm sorry,
That all I want is a smile,
A laugh,
A hug,
I'm sorry.
You can hate me for a smile,
Abhor me for a laugh,
But at the end of the day,
You are happy,
And I have done what I could to make you happy.
So I am happy,
When I say sorry.
So hate me if you want.
But I love the smile so never stop hating me.
I'm sorry that you are beautiful.

I still think,
Of all the things we did.
Late night roleplay.
Early morning claiming.
Claiming the friendship that,
In its hardship,
Makes life seem worth all of this pain.
It's hard to see why,
There is any gain,
To be this high.
Why did you leave?
Dropped like a leaf.
Blowing in the wind,
Controlled by a social trend.
I can't feel anymore.
It seems to much like a chore.
Just waste away in music.
I miss the way you smiled,
Like.i make you feel like a child.
I miss the noise you make,
As you walked with me.
I could feel the gentle shake,
As the winter air chilled your small face.
And as we kissed,
The world seemed to disappear.....
I had nothing else to fear......
But why couldn't I continue?
Live in this moment?
Just like a menu,
So many choices.......
I was wrong.
I miss you.
I am so empty.
I'm so sorry......

Its always to hard to be the third wheel,
That breaking pain In a heart of steel…...
I felt the same,
I know it's lame,
Shoulda never done that thing…..
To many tears were shed,
Feeling like the heel of the bread.
Always last,
Always hurt,
Left behind just so you could get turnt,
Up the music to drown the sounds,
Of every muffled cry,
Still too loud…….
I hate to say,
I'm about to break…..
Please help me wipe up this splattered blood stain!
You were always the strongest,
Enduring the tears that flowed!
Like a searing acid rain!!!!!
It drove a stake through your heart,
This Hate is going off the charts!!!
I'm getting mad,
Feel like I’veI been had!
This crazy train,
Make me go insane!
To much to doubt,
That's what loves about,
So many words I spout,
Bout how I'll always be there,
For you to cry,
To lie,
To up and quit,
Try to die!
Spittin words of hate,
Till your up to late,
To pass that stupid test,
But all I say is,
Goodnight, I hope you do your best……
I fill your head with empty promises,
Roads we haven't even crossed yet,
And it hurts to learn,
That I'm just another reject,
A small town ****……..
I said I loved you,
And I swear it's the truth,
But the proof is so **** minute,
I might as well be a mute.
But you continue to survive,
In this life of lies.

What happened?
Has your silver tongue turned to lead?
Oh it's such a pity.
The alcohol stirred his blood in a caludron,
Now I'm as good as dead.

An armor of cloth
is all I have to offer.
                                                 resonate like tiger lilies
     A shield of granite
splinters like glass
                                                  extend further than orchids
         A sword of ink
spun from the backbones
of poets awaits you
                                                   bleed thicker than roses
This is the art
of flirting with
death and
having a one night
stand with life.
.

Sadness is *****.
I'm bathin' in my blues.
My heart is a hurtin'
The tears are burnin'
You never had a clue.
I shower in my sorrows
Let my pain cascade around me.
Still my friends surround me.

Sickness is deserting.
Whining pain keeps churning.
A sickness in my heart,
A sickness in my soul.
With every passing day,
There comes a deadly cold.

Happiness is cleansing.
The feeling of joy,
I'm not pretending.
With a smile on my face,
Just one last grand embrace.
With that look in your eyes,
The sadness is gone,
Without a trace.