i hope forgetting *****
and i hope it hurts
but love i hope you miss me
and i hope you call
and like a fool i'll answer
darling let me show you my hand
nothing but a flush of hearts
i hope you leave and remember
how we cradled, as one
and i hope you miss my warmth
and i hope i get to hug you when you come back

I look for you in cities where you are not
In rooms full of people I know
In places I'd like to share with you
In my dreams where my wishes come true
In my past, I thank the choices that crossed our paths
In my future, I'll be lucky to have you by my side
I could look for you endless times
But the bliss of seeing you will never faint
My heart you make sing a melody each time

only my heart is heavy as lead yet sways like a feather when you come by

I truly hope it all washes away
The guilt, complacency and your fears
That like the flood, it cleanses it all
You start anew, forget what you knew
Sleep without worry, dream and never fret
It'll all wash away, be free of your chains

Forgive me Father for I have sinned
I have indulged in the sins of the flesh
Never did I thought to resist
Smell, sight, hearing and taste
My senses all look for her
Graceful as she is, I painted her like a gift from above
Forgive me, Father, for I have sinned
My thoughts and worship are hers to keep

A kiss upon the shoulder
Stab me from behind
Let the blood run dry
Before our kisses say their goodbyes