Happy, ugly, warm or cold
I can't change the story that has
already been told.

We never know all
Until we loose control.
Then we see the core
Pure soul or gore.
All that was hiding underneath,
Or nothing in place of feelings.
But then it's hard to get back.

In fact, control is what we lack.

The poor stay poor
The rich get richer.
The story goes on
Even when the teller is long gone.

I'm really not okay
I really needed you today
"I am here to stay"
Those words i need you to say

Falling inside
My love
My life.
Watch me melt into your blood.
Don't leave - I'll go with you.
You don't need to be lonely again-
I run in your veins
I run with you.
Away.

Oh i just cannot go
These words are all i know,
go ahead feel the hurt,
tell me why's it cold
if it burns
and why'm i strong
if i fold?

"I know you did this!"
Are you sure?
I saw this one man who did the same exact thing
I'm not the one to blame,
I know.
But why'd you think of me so?

I am nothing more than a hunger.
I think we have the same one.

Friend, make sense of me,
Otherwise i will be gone!
I can't stand being lonely
In this world anymore!
Do you know what's in my core?
I feel it there, i feel it grow.
how did i get so low...
i can see small red oceans below

Cold to the bone
I stand out here alone.
In the dark you see my spine
Only in the dark I feel alive.
So close to breaking my glass eyes
So close to collapsing in your arms.
So far from being free
My past is haunting me.
Break me free.
Break me, then I will be free.
I will feel only you.
Only then I will know the real you.

"Would you just stop pretending please!
Cause you have a little too much money to be so young and that sad"

My heart was broken into  thousand pieces,
But I'm not broken yet.

I was once sweet
We found out you had diabetes.
My bitterness broke through all the silk
I turned off all the heaters

Save me this one last time.
Don't break me this time.
Take the heat away from me, like that time
You send away, leaving me behind.
Making me blind
Taking my mind
Away.
Save me from the war inside my head, at last.
But please, don't break me, at least one time.

I feel empty
And I'm done with your ****.
You make me feel so petty.
If you'll say nothing - I quit.

Gravity keeps you sane
Please, be my space.
Talk some sense to me,
Let me loose it all.

Push me down on my knees,
Throw me against the wall.
I don't really care at all.

Be the missing piece inside me
Be the masterpiece within this mansion.
I want to see your wild reaction
To my madness,
Replacing your grey reality.

I know I love the way you talk .
Anything. About everything.
Just speak to me
I want to hear your rivers
leaves and grass in the wind
the most powerful tornados
the highest waves of you.

Please don't waste your life
On lifeless things

Wine
Is always there for you,
Always silent.
And is sometimes the only thing that makes you feel.
But drink with caushion:
Wine has too many too different flavours and colours.

You kept your crown after our last argument.
You've proved your point
But I'm afraid that
in the end
You've lost a friend.
There is now an unspoken rule to pretend
There's no wound to mend.
I have to turn around and walk away.
But i'm not sure if i'm able to turn around and love again.

You must close and lock your everything
Thought you can leave the key
Behind on that highest shelf for me.
There's now little we can change in our reality.
We must stop challenging normalities
For few more moments stripped of any formalities.
We're balancing high up on a string
Everything could go dark in one blink
Silence is such an odd thing!

I am more than my dreams!
I am different things!
Now I'm cutting these strings.
I only want to know what life means,
What my heart feels.
I hate a word that clings
On my skin.
I wanna come clean!

Lights getting closer
As you stand still.
Facing me
You smile,
Saying
You'll do better next time.
I'm crying.
In the sound of a car crash
You'll be gone.
In the light of flashes
You looked down.
Why would you walk away?
I'd give anything to hear you say
"It won't be long.
We'll soon go home."
In a car crash
You were gone
Since that car crash
I've been going low.

i have so much hurt inside of me
i could share with you
friend, oh please don't leave!
i don't want
to watch
everything i touch
turn blue!

light me a cigarette
smoke wraps around me
just like your arms.
grey clouds heave over silk sheets
night air absorbs the sounds.
breathe in my smoke
cover your eyes
turn around.
a moment won't have time to pass
i will be already gone.
lit me a cigarette,
you were the only one
who cared enough for me

You can make me dream about you, if you want.
But don't you know I see you all the time?
Lover, you're the one to blame.
Dancing with you till we feel
Like animals losing control.
Lost in these woods
Made of concrete.
Dancing in the wind
Singing in crowded clubs
On those wild nights.
Running through the lit streets.
We're just weird kids
Dancing in this world alone.

You just won't take me seriously.
Yeah, look at me, I'm all messed up
Waiting here long enough
For you to make up your mind
About your feelings for me.
But all I've wasted was just too much:
It feels too tight in your clutch
Now I want to be free.
I don't want to hear you say
"Bye, baby, I had a good time"
Baby, it was worth for a while
But I cannot stay
In a place
Where love has been broken.

Your money won't matter
When the last tree has fallen.
Your opinions will be forgotten
When plastic ends up on your plates.
Your status will be useless
When the water will be poisoned.
What will you do now?
Where will you hide?
It will hit us all if you don't decide
To stop feeding us fake smiles,
Telling us all those lies
About the safe&clean future.
Get together to root out the mess we've all made.
Aren't you even a little afraid
Of what you might see in the end,
When your big party is over?
Just get sober -
You'll see
What we've come to be.

I don't know the whole story
But it's all gonna pass
You shouldn't feel sorry
For shattering like glass

I want to get lost in your lungs.
I want to hide inside
Or maybe run away with you by my side.
I don't wanna fight.
I just want to get on a flight
And fly away from my own fright,
And everyone who's telling me I can't ever be right,
And all the things that make my frame feel too tight.

Just don't look much at my package
I know, i know
That soon I'll go.
Disappear, waiting to be reborn.

Why does it seem like i'm more
Than i've ever asked for?
Tell me why does it feel like i'm older
than it says in my passport?
And why am i only lonely
After someone holds me?
Sometimes when i feel weak
and it seems to me like i can't breathe,
I think that i have grown into a tall child.
And then i cry
And then i close my eyes
And mumble many goodbyes.
Could you kiss me goodnight, mother?
I promise tomorrow i'll behave like an adult.
But i think I would rather
be called naïve,
i'd rather be
alive with a child's soul.
The world has many opportunities,
why does it feel like it's tearing us apart brutally?
I'd really love not to see that.
Everyone seems to have a special friend you scream at,
what? i haven't missed my time to get one yet?
well, i certainly don't want that.
And tell me please
Why every time i feel slight happiness,
A car is always there, and a puddle
And the next thing i know my mind's muddled.
Tell me about a place with no ugliness.
Don't worry mom,
I've paid my bills this month,
Though i still have to figure out
how to pay for my life.

And i have never felt so high
You took out my heavy heart
given me a piece of your soul,in my hands it feels divine
I think i found heaven in your eyes.
You are an angel in my life
you will never die
And my love will follow, wherever you are.
Oh but my time flies
Thought i have a feeling
That I'll never ever see you leaving
at least not in this lifetime

Thinking about how little time to we have
Before something bursts us.
It's either them
or ourselves, corrupted with grey matter.
Before the ground takes us apart
Piece by piece.
Before we're nothing but past.
How little time do we have for making something out of ourselves?

When did we loose control?
My spine is now a shattered mess.
Don't you pick me up, you might bleed.
When did we get so cold?
Closed the door with you behind.
Covers cold as are my bones
That is my love.
What happened to your soul?
I just want to know what hides behind
What was going on in your starry mind
That night
When we broke apart.
I thought that we were close.
Now our love is poisonous.
We only stand on the edge when we are close
I guess the door into your heart is closed now
When we are one step from falling.