If only I knew the way the way
You treated your last lovers
I would've been frightened.
But in the end you made me think
That I'm that thing,
That burden that you're tired of.
If only you knew the way the way I love you –
You grabbed your keys and left
You still were a goddess
to me
in that light.
But oh, your name it did run deep under my skin
And crept its way through my regrets
Into a box I keep well-hidden.

Walking faster, faster
Trying to catch up with time
Stumble, fall behind
Pick up the pieces
Run for the prize

We float and float.
Loose our colours, beloved or not
When we're all grey- we burst .

I scrap every last rhyme off of my body, comes off with my skin
And put them in this screen.
Others think they're really deep
Only if they do not need
Much time to be understood.
I hate it when i have to cut off parts of my skin and hide them in the dark for good.

After some time it becomes obvious that they never actually stay.
Take one step closer, of course you may!
Pass through, take away some feelings and precious moments,
take a few memories and put in another brick in any of these walls.

And they're done, ready to move on.
And here i'll stay and wait
Until the last hint of their perfume escaped.
There goes that green light
And the room is busy again, oh what a delight
To feel this way anew,
To have a person, a night they'll get me through.
What comes next shouldn't bother me
Until the daylight comes i will feel free.

I know, my dear friend,
You'll think i get attached too easy,
or perhaps i am too greedy.
But know that it was my intent:
I walk around, i collect
tiny pieces of them; love, hate, souls and hands,
Put them in bottles and hide them in my desk.
So i remember them forever

The problem lies in me
I made you scared
That monster inside me did that.
I neither know how to stop it from breaking free, tearing me apart
Nor i know how to prevent it from growing inside.
Nothing is never enough
There's always a flaw.
Even if i did something good
But i could do more.
I keep opening that wound
Keep digging and hunting down the pieces of hate in my soul
I want it to finally let me go!
For now I am a monster.
My head, my mind, my heart.

Breaking down again
Falling apart.
I've learnt the way
I melt by heart.
Time has passed
I try to detach from my past.
I hope I find someone at last..
Someone who cares
Someone who will stay for years.

i feel like crying today;
don't feel like getting out of bed.
no, don't wanna die this way,
thought i still envy the dead.

Storms make me ponder
Of how all can vanish in a single heartbeat.
Those thoughts lead to another:
why do we even bother
to try and feel complete?

For years I walk alone,
In shadows i try to grow.
I'm tired of running
from my lonely life.
I'm standing in the rain,
I am so done with pain.
Without control
I'm gonna tumble into a hole.
I write down those last chords
And here i go.
I'll be fine on the other side.

There's a 3% chance I'll meet my love and find my heart again.
97% chance i'll be freezinh in her arms forever.

I cut off my ears
Cause they make me feel my heart too much.
I take out my tongue
Cause it reminds me how it feels to have a heart.
I put a bullet in my brain
–
It calms my heart down every time i feel your touch

Hands around my neck
You're holding me from my back.
I think I love you most like that,..
or i did, last time i checked.
As long as you stay
I promise to be happy every single day.
And, if you ever begin to fade,
I won't be far away.
To walk by each other's sides on our way
We have to stay awake,
But it's a dark world out there.
Let us be brave.

On the road
If you take a wrong turn
You might never return home
Or you might find it in someone.

Lower your head
Down and down -
Your screens see calling out to you.
Do you even see where you're going?
Are you?

It's weird
How your thoughts are not only yours, at least
Not anymore.